time... 12:51 pm
date... December 15th, 2004
location... home
i am... still angry, but recovering
thinking... about tomorrow's finals
feeling... achey, and a little tired
reading... some fantasy thing that my friend reccomended
planning... to sleep, soon
needing.... a hug
wanting... an afternoon with someone i shouldn't talk about here
listening to... stone temple pilots, through the wall
wanting to listen to... silence
last beverage consumed... orange juice, homestyle
last thing eaten... a bacon and mayonaise sandwich
last person talked to... adam
...and what about... what a useless lazy bastard he is
wishing... for some alone time
hoping... to find a friend here online, soon
seeing... sleep creeping in at the corners of my eyes
smelling... smoke, and cloves
tasting... sleep
weather outside... cold and windy
wearing... black cotton skirt, old red shirt
decorated by... my rings, burgandy nail polish, the same bracelets as always
contents of pockets... i have no pockets
ignoring... the urge to leave and run off to somewhere far far away.
loving... everyone
hating... nothing
would rather be... sleeping
regretting... let's not ask about that now.
last drugs taken...xanax, and hour or so ago
missing... someone
waiting... for a phone call
fearing... finalsFONT>