A Goth Grrrl's Dreams
by --darkness--
She was certain that
everyone saw it. It was clearly there, and it screamed. It was the same old
thing that she had felt all her life. She was alone in the crowd. Even here, in
this refuge from the taunts of those who would ostracize her for being
different, in this place where the sound of The Cure pulsed the smoky
clove-scented air, and in this place where the few dozen other people there were
dressed in the same Gothic style she had adopted as her own, even here she was
alone. They did not feel the same thing inside as she did. There was a darkness
buried in her they could not understand.
It's not that they were ignorant
of the darker side of the human psyche. She would never accuse these people of
being posers. They were deeply into the music, style, even the literature of the
Goth subculture. The few other art majors there created paintings so similar to
hers that usually only other artists could discern which had painted which. Some
of these people were definitely more immersed in the Goth subculture than she
was. Yet, even here, in what should have been her refuge, she was utterly
alone.
Jennifer, or Luna--as she preferred--glanced at her dear friend,
Mandrake. He was so damned handsome, with long black hair and deep green eyes.
He was naturally muscular, and wore his peasant shirt unfastened in a manner
that made him look incredibly Heathcliffe-esque. The large Celtic cross tattooed
on his chest peeked out of the opening of the shirt and made the girls--and a
few of the boys-- want to rip his shirt off and see the rest. Mandrake was smart
and sexy, and the Goths in the room seemed drawn to him on a number of levels
from lustful desires, to camaraderie, to near idolization.
Even so,
Mandrake really didn't let anyone close to his surprisingly complex heart except
Luna, and she appreciated that. Still, she couldn't love him for some reason,
and there were places in her heart she couldn't open even to him. If only she
could, she thought to herself as she stared at his incredible physique, she
would find new ways to enjoy the wonders of this boy-god. She felt a slight
flush as she thought of things carnal, but she did not feel the mad passions she
longed to feel for someone.
Luna could see the intense look of
concentration on her friend's face as he worked the Ouija board. She recognized
the look. The room around him was tuned out by his desire to really make it
work. Even Astra's long fingernails, which she was discreetly running up his
thigh under the table, could not distract him from his quest. Mandrake was
earnest in his desire to become a mystic, but was incapable of buying into
cheesy theatrics and stylish belief. He was determined to make real connections
to the metaphysical. Luna admired him for that.
She slipped out the door
of the old stone basement in which they were gathered, and out the back door of
the huge old house where a handful of the wealthier Goth girls--nicknamed "the
Brontes"--had established a haven for the college's small Goth community.
Tonight was a full moon, as good an excuse as any for a gathering. Luna was
supposed to feel at home at the Brontes', but she had never felt at home
anywhere.
She headed home, not knowing what else to do. Maybe she would
surf the net and chat with like-minded people, always in the hope of someone who
"got" whatever the hell it was that alienated her from everyone. She had only
gone a block or two when she knew she was in deep trouble.
"Hey, Todd!
Looky up ahead. It's a vampire chick!" The drunken voice was loud and slurred,
but the current of spitefulness which ran through it was very clear. The voice
was answered only by a grunt, but she heard the heavy footsteps of two drunk
college boys pick up their pace.
She hurried her own step, hoping that
they would decide it wasn't worth the effort. She was limited by the heavy boots
she wore, but her black dress was light and loose-fitting. She wore a hood when
she went to Goth parties like tonight, and she let it fall to allow her vision
to be unobscured. Her jet black hair with three bleached locks fell to about her
shoulders. One shock of it fell in front of her eyes as she broke into a bit of
a trot. She brushed it back with her hand, and could tell that her palms were
already sweating like mad. She thought for a moment of trying to run back to
Mandrake, but knew she couldn't elude two boys to get all the way back there.
She was rather short, a little heavy-chested, and not at all athletically
inclined.
"Witchie-pooh!" they sneered over and over as they drew closer
and closer. She had stayed at the party too long. It was a week night in a small
town, and few people were likely to be about at such a late hour on a chilly
spring evening. No lights came on as the drunken boys chased the Goth girl down
dark streets in the middle of the night. She was alone, except for two souls who
had been little more than animals before they drank several pitchers of cheap
beer. Now, they were something less than animals.
They did not tire of
their game, and she decided at last to break into a flat run. Physical prowess
was not her forte, and she only had taken three steps before a cruel hand
snatched her hood, and she felt herself falling backwards. Other rough hands
caught her, and she was dragged quickly into an alley between a closed
laundromat and an abandoned store. A hand came across her mouth, and she could
not even scream.
She saw her two attackers. One was short and very
stocky. He was the one covering her mouth. She couldn't see his face, except
that he had a goatee and moustache. The other was taller and very big. From the
shape of his head, she knew he had a flattop. The only light, and the moon were
both behind them, and she could discern no facial details.
"Looky-looky,
she's got some big-old tits on her short little ass," the tall one said, ripping
open the front of her dress and then doing the same to the black bra beneath.
The tearing of the straps stung her pale skin, but the hand over her mouth
stifled her cry of pain and shock as her full breasts tumbled out into the open.
"No wonder she runs so slow. Jesus Fucking Christ, Jason! Look at those melons!"
Snickering.
"Hey! She's got a god-damned nipple-ey ring. What a fuckin'
whore!"
Luna had gotten the ring in her nipple because one of her
girlfriends told her that it drove men wild. It was miserable for a while, but
Luna had found that it did produce some pretty intense reactions from the male
animal. No reaction had been quite as intense or as animal as the one she faced
now.
The tall one--Jason? Todd?--reached a long finger toward her and
hooked it through the small golden ring on her left breast. His finger was so
big that it almost didn't fit into the opening. He motioned for his friend to
take the hand off Luna's mouth, certain that she knew better than to scream
while in this precarious situation.
His massive frame towered over her,
but he lowered his drunken mouth down to Luna's tear-stained face. He whispered
in her ear as she trembled, but tried not to move, fearful of the pain it would
cause her. "I think I'm gonna give this little nipple ring a fucking yank. Just
because I want you to know how god-damned nasty I can be. What do you think?"
She shook her head frantically. "Well, then, you'd better get a good attitude
about this, understand?" He increased the pressure on the ring until she nodded
wildly, tears of desperation pouring out of her eyes, and mascara streaking her
round cheeks.
"Good! Good!" he continued. "Now! Show me how big my dick
is!" Luna was confused. Keeping his big finger stuck in the ring, he held up the
other hand so that his palms were facing each other. He moved the free hand like
a fisherman boasting about the length of "the one that got away." Luna had
almost reached the point where she was ready to give up on the whole thing and
endure whatever pain they might inflict upon her just to avoid this humiliation,
but she heard a whisper from that secret dark place inside of her, and the
whisper told her to keep them talking and threatening as long as she could. As
long as they were talking, she was alive and not completely
desecrated.
She held her hands up about ten inches apart. He twisted the
ring hard, "Not even close, Broomhilda!" Luna held her hands about two feet
apart. He stopped twisting it, but maintained pressure. "That was before I saw
you. Now, show me how big you want it to be when I get all hard to fuck you.
Show me the great big dick whores like you dream about!" She held her hands out
at arm's length and looked up at him hopefully. He grinned, and let go of the
ring. He leaned over and whispered, "I know where to find this ring if you give
me any more shit!" He stepped back, and the short one took over.
"Well,
listen here, Morticia. Me and my boy here are gonna fuck the shit outta ya. And
I know for a fact that crazy bitches like to fuck," more snickering, "and I
can't think of no body crazier than a bitch with black lipstick and earrings in
her eyebrows and titties." He leaned over her now and licked her eyebrow. The
tall one giggled maniacally. "So, I'm gonna put you on the ground and then hike
up your dress while I fuck you up the ass. And the big boy here is gonna play
with them big old tits and your nipple ring while you suck on his dick. If you
fight, bite or scream... we'll fuckin' kill ya. Nobody really gives a shit about
you freaks anyway." Luna sensed that they were done bragging now, and that she
was about to be raped. Part of her wanted to yield to the streak of fatalism
which led her to believe that this disaster would befall her and nothing could
stop it. In fact, that had been the way she lived her entire life. Under this
full moon however, she kept hearing a voice inside of her that told her to try
to get out of the situation. The voice now whispered a single word,
"RUN!"
She threw an awkward knee which came up short of its target, and
she tried to break away, but the big one just grabbed her with one hand on her
near shoulder, and his other big hand on her far hip. He threw her up against
the wall, and she felt her breath escape her body. Her sudden strength abandoned
her, and she slumped to the ground and covered her face. This was going to
happen to her, and she was going to descend into madness. She had always
believed she'd run mad someday. Now, she knew what would bring the onset of her
madness. Just as rough hands grabbed her forearms to pull her forward to her
knees, a new male voice boomed into the alleyway.
"SHE walks in beauty
like the night!" The old poem, as expressed by the baritone voice, sounded like
a well-reasoned argument against this bad thing which was about to happen to
Luna.
She looked up and could catch only glimpses through the legs of the
two boys between her and the voice. The newcomer was not as tall as the big one,
but he was fairly tall. He was not muscular like the stocky one, but he had a
very masculine frame to him.
"What the fuck do you want, Shakespeare?"
the little one stepped toward him.
"That's not Shakespeare; it's Byron.
As to what I want... I want you to crawl on the filthy ground before this dark
goddess of a woman. 'She walks in beauty like the night, Of cloudless climes and
starry skies, And all that's best of dark and bright, Meet in her aspect and her
eyes. Thus mellowed to that tender light, Which heaven to gaudy day denies.'"
Again, it sounded to Luna like a reason for them to stop this awful thing. They
took it as a challenge.
The big one went after him first. Luna wanted to
run away, but the voice inside told her not to abandon this courageous stranger.
She watched the fight, totally transfixed. Luna had seen martial arts on TV
before, but she had never seen them used for actual combat. It was rather a
different experience.
The newcomer was on the balls of his feet. As the
big college boy reached to grab him around the neck and shoulders, the newcomer
placed both hands on his opponent's hips, stopping his forward motion and
leaving a short space between the two men. The stranger's right arm flew up, and
a driving elbow crushed the nose of the drunken attacker before him. As the
wounded giant staggered back, the newcomer drove a spear-like open hand into the
groin of his opponent. Goliath crumpled forward.
The short one tried to
come in from the side, but found a backfist to the cheek the only reward for his
effort. Luna expected to see a dynamic kick to the head next, but the newcomer
simply grabbed the second attacker around the back of the neck and bent him
forward. From behind the college boy, Luna saw his short stocky body lift again
and again as powerful knees struck his groin and solar plexus. Then, as the
vicious little punk slumped to the ground, a roundhouse kick--at about knee
level of the still standing newcomer--caught the fallen assailant on top of the
head. He was out cold.
The big one had regained his feet and this time
succeeded in getting his hands around the neck of Luna's defender as he had
turned to again face the behemoth. Calmly, the smaller man brought his right
knee up in front of his own chest like he was cocking a gun. He brought it down
savagely on the inside of the knee of the powerful, but outmatched
boy.
The assailant cried out in pain, but did not release his death grip
on his opponent's throat. The newcomer raised both hands in the air over his
head and twisted his upper body away while taking a step back. It broke the grip
as his shoulder levered against the outstretched arms of the tall attacker. With
his hands now free and above the big boy's arms, he rotated his entire body
swiftly back to face his opponent. As he drew to face the surprised college boy,
his lead hand was planed palm down and struck the drunken rapist on the temple.
It was too efficient a counterattack, and the staggered bully turned to run.
Luna saw the big kid turn toward her, and she was afraid he was going to hurt
her again. She flattened herself against the wall and covered her aching nipple
and exposed breasts with her hands. Suddenly, she saw the tall boy tumble
forward and find himself in a choke-hold with a "chicken wing" painfully
twisting his right arm. "Would you like to finish this?" The baritone voice of
her defender was barely winded. He sat with seeming effortlessness on top of her
once menacing attacker. Luna saw for the first time that her rescuer was a
blond, with short hair and an angular face. He was probably about thirty. He
wore black jeans, and a black leather jacket.
"Finish this?" she
stammered.
"Finish the fight," he said as calmly as if he were offering
her a chance to operate the remote for the TV.
"I can't. I'm too
small."
"Yes, my lovely, you can. He is a vicious punk, but he does not
have your heart.
He does not have what you have inside of you. If I let
him up, you could knock him out before he ever touches you," he spoke with an
unnerving calm, but Luna found that she was actually considering the ridiculous
proposal. The boy was gasping for air and grimacing in pain, but he was
obviously lucid and ready to move if released. "You deserve the opportunity, to
become your own defender. There is a dark strength in you that will allow to be
avenger instead of victim." He seemed to speak as if he had been analyzing her
for her entire life. "Do you want to let that power loose?"
Luna
considered his question for a terrifying moment. She, five-foot-two and
one-hundred-twenty pounds, an avenging angel? This half-naked art major, a dark
and angry bringer of retribution? Ridiculous! It was absurd!
"Let the
motherfucker go," she heard a cold voice whisper, and she knew it was the voice
that spoke from that place inside herself where even Mandrake couldn't go. She
balanced herself and stared hard at the boy. She saw him evolve into the demon
that would rape a girl. The stranger looked at her hard, and then nodded. He
stepped back slowly and released the writhing would-be-rapist. He began to
struggle to his feet. He was going to launch himself onto this girl whom he
hated for no other reason than she was not him.
Luna kicked straight
ahead like she was kicking a football Charlie Brown style. (Lucy didn't pull it
away this time, though.) The toes of Luna's heavy boot struck the crouching
demon-boy right between the eyes, and something in there broke. He stood almost
straight up from the force of the kick, and looked at her in amazement for an
instant. Then, he toppled backwards. He lay there for a moment, stunned and
bleeding profusely from his face. Luna stood calmly over him. She saw him change
back into the drunken college boy. She knew his next action would determine
hers. He sat up on one elbow, and muttered in a drunken, injured voice, "You're
dead, bitch. We're gonna fuckin' kill you."
Luna calmly stepped forward
and ground her heel into the throat of the demon whose reappearance had
coincided with the rise of the threat from the boy's mouth. As his windpipe
collapsed, Luna removed her boot from his throat and watched him begin to choke
to death. It did not disturb her.
She turned to the other boy, just
regaining consciousness. He gradually recognized that his friend dying on the
ground next to him. Simple sorrow crumpled his face for a moment. Luna stared at
him calmly. Soon other things began to appear in the boy's face. Anger, yes, but
not at Luna or the newcomer. It was a self-loathing and remorse, guilt for the
awfulness his own dark impulses had brought. Luna walked away from this one,
putting her hand in the offered hand of the stranger.
"Justly done, Dark
Angel," he said softly. She did not speak for several minutes. She simply walked
with the man who had saved her and then encouraged her to save herself. It was
taking time for her conscious mind to make peace with the creature of her own
subconscious which this man had helped come into its own. He offered his leather
jacket to cover her nakedness. She saw that he was wearing no shirt himself, but
did not seem phased by the chill in the air.
Finally, she spoke to him.
"I shall call you Byron," she said, "but what is your name?"
"Thomas
Shane. I would love it if you called me Byron, though."
"Are you a man? a
phantom? a familiar?"
"Simply a man who has had a recurring dream in
which I walk down this street under a full moon and stop--that--from happening.
I had always ignored it before, but tonight I had the dream just after I went to
sleep, and it was more urgent than ever before. I finally just got up because it
was so disturbing. I threw on jeans and a jacket and came here. I didn't know
exactly how it would turn out, though."
"But you knew I was strong enough
to do that? To win that fight?"
"That came from instinct and experience.
I saw it in you. That and the loneli--"
"The loneliness, Byron? You can
see it; so you can say it. Until this moment, no one ever saw me
before."
"I've seen you in many dreams, Dark Angel. Many
dreams."
"And what did we do there?" She was feeling a new effect of her
coming into her fully-realized form.
"We--um--"
"Say it, Byron.
Say it and know that I want you to say it."
"We had passion like I'd
never seen before. Not even in other dreams. We made love like mad people,
losing ourselves completely in the act."
"Before that moment when I
realized what dark strengths lie buried inside my soul, I never dreamt that I
could do that. That I could strike and kill. I thought those the acts of a
madwoman." Luna spoke confidently but passionately. "Now, I fear the greater
madness might come if I deny the desires growing inside of me."
"My house
is only a block away," he said, pointing in the direction in which she had
already turned. She did not speak again until they were at the door.
"If
you take me in there," she whispered as she looked at him hard under the light
outside the door and her dark eyes truly met his bright eyes for the first time,
"my heart will be wed to yours for all time."
"I pray that it's so," he
said softly and earnestly as he opened the door. Then, realizing the moment upon
the brink of which they stood, he swept her up into his arms, and carried her
over the threshold.
He had a modest home, with Asian style furniture and
decorations. There was a large leather shield with a red dragon over the
mantelpiece, and it caught her eyes immediately. He set her down, and she looked
around the room with the intense eyes of an artist. The decor showed restraint
and taste. There was a desk on the far side of the room with plaques and
certificates hung above it. Over them, a samurai sword.
Luna crossed to
the desk, leaving Byron standing near the door. The plaques on the wall were
from the Army Special Forces, and each commended Sergeant Thomas
Shane.
"You are a professional soldier, Byron?"
"I was; I guess I
always will be in some ways. I write novels and teach martial arts, now. I'm
more of a private man than a soldier most of the time."
"I see." She
didn't know what else to say. A soldier, a writer, a teacher--all this was
exactly what this man should be. She stood and looked up at the samurai sword,
she knew she would learn to use it one day, but that was to be a long time from
now.
She waited for Byron's strong arms to come around her, and they soon
slid around her waist from behind. She leaned her shoulder gently against his
chest, and he easily supported her. The desires grew inside of her slowly. Like
a tea kettle waiting to sing, she felt the pressure build inside her until she
could stand it no more.
Luna turned inside her lover's arms, and kissed
him on his bare shoulders and chest. He was still cold from the chilly nighttime
air, and his nipples were firm. Luna felt a surge of her own power within this
relationship when she kissed him across the smooth chest and teased one of his
nipples. His body reacted passionately, and his unflappable cool was replaced by
the release of his inner fire.
Byron placed his hand on her cheek and
turned her face toward him. He stared into her eyes, verifying that this dream
was real. Then, Luna closed her eyes as his mouth began to descend toward her
waiting lips. She felt his lips on hers, and then his tongue parting her lips
and touching her own probing tongue. She felt strong hands clutching her
tightly, and his powerful chest expand with air as his excitement grew beyond
his control. Just as she wished he would do so, he swept her into his arms and
carried her toward the bedroom. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed
his ear as he moved smoothly down the hall. His room was not exactly spartan,
but it was very minimalist. The books were arranged neatly on the shelves which
occupied one of the two longer walls. No clothing littered the floor. Everything
was designed for practicality except for a large original painting of an angel
wrestling a demon. This dominated the long wall opposite the bookshelves. There
was no bed in the occidental sense. There was a large, firm, but very inviting
sleeping mat on the floor. It was to this that Byron carried his young love. As
Luna felt herself descend gently onto the mat, she felt a tremendous desire to
have this man's weight upon her. She longed to support him while he used his
powerful physique to propel himself into her again and again.
Luna lay on
her back and reached up to touch her lover. He knelt between her legs. Her hands
caressed his chest and arms as he gently reached for her and slowly began to
unzip the black leather jacket which covered her exposed body. Her back arched
and her body rose off of the mat, seemingly responding to the lingering motion
of the zipper. She drew in a sharp breath as the clasp at the bottom of the
zipper gave way. The jacket tumbled open, and she lowered her torso back onto
the mat. She looked up longingly at this incredible man and wanted to rise back
up to him. He gently placed a finger on her lips, however, and then gestured for
her to wait a moment. He kissed her warmly, and then...
To her dismay,
he quickly rose and left the room. She lay there, her heart pounding and her
breath coming in the deep slow respiration necessary to come back to sanity
after being abandoned on the brink of ecstasy. Before she could totally calm
down, however, he reappeared with a bowl of cool water and a clean cloth. He
lovingly wiped the mascara from her cheeks. He gently touched the edges of her
mouth where crude fingers had smeared her lipstick, and finally he wiped clean
the spot on her brow where a profane tongue had licked her. Luna somehow
understood that this man was perceptive enough to appreciate that it would
aggravate her sense of style to realize she had first made love to him when her
appearance was besmirched.
He set the bowl aside for a moment, and then
helped her remove her torn dress, boots, black leggings and panties. She lay
naked before him. He wore only black jeans.
He pulled the cloth from the
bowl and began to trace every curve on her body: the nape of her neck, the curve
of her breasts, the slimming of her waist, the rounding of her buttocks into the
sensitive backs of her thighs. He traced around the curve of her knee, and then
began to bring the cool--but not cold--cloth up the inside of her quivering
thigh. Luna reached down and ran her hands through his short blond hair. He
looked up for a moment, and smiled softly. He took her hand and kissed it
reverently before he returned to his work. He finished bringing the cloth up the
inside of her thigh until he reached her shaved vagina. Gently, he pushed the
cloth against her swollen lips, using it to part them.
He lowered his
head to kiss her warm and receptive opening. As he passionately kissed her outer
lips, he began to slide his tongue inside of her. Luna began to buck with each
tiny penetration and movement. Her eyes were closed, and her mind so unfocused
by his incredible soul kissing that she could not even create mental images of
what he was doing. Behind her eyelids she saw only a whirling, ever-changing
series of vibrant purples and lightning-bright blues. Her forearms and hands
were on the mat, and other than that, only the top of her head and her feet made
contact with its surface. The voice inside cried for her to let go of any
inhibitions she may have hidden anywhere inside of her.
"YES!!" she
screamed in a voice louder than she had ever used in passion before. "YES!! Make
me crazy, Byron! I want to lose my mind in your love!"
Byron found her
clit with his tongue and began flicking it back and forth. After a few moments
of that, he took it into his mouth and sucked with the lightest pressure. Luna
literally bounced off of the mat for a moment, but her newfound strength allowed
her arms to catch herself before she crashed back down. She was nearing an
orgasm, but didn't want to have her first one with him from oral sex. The desire
to have him inside her was overpowering. She dropped her hips back down to the
mat and reached down with her hands and firmly grasped the hair at the sides of
his head. She pulled him up to her forcefully, but not painfully. Not that this
warrior-poet would have minded the pain.
"Inside me," she whispered
urgently as his head came up to hers. "Inside me." He knelt and unfastened the
black jeans. He was not wearing any underwear, and his penis tumbled out. It was
fully erect and fairly long and thick. It curved upward slightly. Luna reached
for it, and paused for a delicious moment. She felt its length and its girth in
her small hands. She appreciated its hardness and its mass. She slowly guided it
down to her vagina. She traced it around the smooth shaven outside for a moment,
thrilling at his ecstatic gasps as his glans brushed her hot skin. She could not
enjoy the moment for long, though. The urge to fell him thrusting inside of her
was too great. She placed it at her entrance and invited it inside with a gentle
pull. He took it from there.
His first stroke was slow, smooth and deep,
not stopping until his curly pubic hairs touched her bare skin. Luna found that
she could not breathe until he began to withdraw. Her ecstasy at having him so
deep inside of her was so intense, that her body could do nothing else except
revel in the surge of pleasure. When she regained her presence, she wrapped her
arms tightly around his neck and bit down into his shoulder.
Her hips
rolled up to meet the next thrust, and the little voice inside of her told her
to unleash the animal passions inside of her. Ironically, yet appropriately, the
same internal presence that could allow her to coolly dispense dark vengeance
supplied her with the passion to dispense with all reason and reservations in
favor of a mad passion. She dug her black painted nails into the flesh of her
lover's back and wrapped her legs around him.
Byron, for his part, did
not back away from the passion. Taking only pleasure from the bite and the
scratches his love gave him, he began to pump himself into her with a wild fury,
pausing at staggered intervals for a long powerful stroke which explored the
depths of both her body and soul. At these moments, Luna wavered on the edge of
unconsciousness, so intense was the ecstasy. This Luna--once Jennifer--now felt
that her true self was completely emerging. She had become something more than a
girl, more than even a woman. What had Byron called her, "Dark Angel?" That was
who she was, now. A bringer of cold vengeance and heated passion. A figure of
emotional and physical power, both of which she was unleashing in her
lovemaking. She was a writhing, biting, clawing, kissing, screaming, loving
creature. A slave to her passion, and to Byron's.
The pattern of wild
thrusting offset by the long strokes of deep penetration kept the Dark Angel's
body thrilled, but not settled into a rhythm which brought her to climax.
Sensing that thrill could become frustration, Byron began a constant series of
powerful but more predictable strokes. As she felt her body begin to ascend into
orgasm, she felt Byron steadily increase the pace. He was drawing near as well.
She tuned into their bodies, and at just the right moment whispered the word,
"Now!" He began a frenzy of throwing himself into his Dark Angel. She arched
back for a moment in welcome reception, and then as she felt every ounce of her
physical and emotional presence descend into the point of his penetration she
brought her small body up to him and clung to him with all her
might.
Rather than having a single orgasm, they shared one glorious
release followed by a series of smaller point and counter-point explosions. She
gasping and crying out with each; he, softly growling. Each sensation led to a
reaction, and there was a moment in time when it seemed that it could never end.
Finally, it subsided. All that was left was the most intense love the Dark Angel
had ever known. They lay there in one another's arms until they drifted off to
sleep.
She did not know the hour when she awoke. She looked out the
window. It was her favorite kind of day, cloudy, ominous, foreboding. She put
the jacket back onto her satisfied body and found the pants from a black martial
arts "gi" in his closet. The drawstring allowed her to make them fit well
enough.
She put them on and held her boots in her hand. She sat on the
mat next to her sleeping lover and stroked his hair. She kissed him on the
forehead. His eyes fluttered. He smiled as he saw her. "My Dark Angel," he
whispered.
"I have to go now," she said and touched his cheek.
"I
know," his voice was calm, but filled with love.
"Byron--I've found out
so much about who I am lately. About how I can live and love--I..."
"I
know, my love. I know. There will be others, many perhaps, with your newfound...
appetites."
"But in the end, Byron..."
"In the end, we will share
a life and a home, Dark Angel. You will never be alone again."
"Soon, my
love."
"Soon, my love."
The Dark Angel kissed him and left his
house that morning, headed for a new life. A life of dark vengeance on occasion,
but much more a life of maddening passions brought to sanity only by the comfort
that she would never be alone again. In the end, she knew, he would be there.