LBSD 01 (8:26:07 PM): Hi Danny!
MethodDan6 (8:26:10 PM): hullo
LBSD 01 (8:27:45 PM): so are you still in high school?
MethodDan6 (8:27:52 PM): What's it to you?
MethodDan6 (8:27:59 PM): Are YOU still in high school?
LBSD 01 (8:28:51 PM): haha, not hardly
MethodDan6 (8:29:18 PM): How fucking old are you man?
LBSD 01 (8:29:29 PM): 73
MethodDan6 (8:29:34 PM): Are you kidding?
LBSD 01 (8:32:05 PM): perhaps
MethodDan6 (8:33:38 PM): *annoyed middle finger* Well, let me know when you're ready to quit being a fag.
LBSD 01 (8:33:54 PM): i not hung up on age and stuff, take people as they are
MethodDan6 (8:34:16 PM): I take people as they are, if how they are suits me.
MethodDan6 (8:34:39 PM): Your age isn't the point, the point is you're being a fag by refusing to answer my question honestly.
MethodDan6 (8:34:51 PM): What's your problem? Are you chicken or something?
LBSD 01 (8:36:26 PM): ooooooooohhh, chicken,
MethodDan6 (8:36:31 PM): That's what I said.
LBSD 01 (8:36:35 PM): whats a fag anyway?
MethodDan6 (8:37:17 PM): Well, when I use it, it's a wuss, someone with no balls, who's emasculated and cares too much what people think, that kinda thing.
LBSD 01 (8:38:02 PM): i see, so someone who cares for other peoopl's feelings is emasculated
MethodDan6 (8:38:21 PM): Sometimes, yes.
MethodDan6 (8:38:54 PM): Someone who cares too much, who's afraid to say what they think because they don't want to offend anyone.
LBSD 01 (8:39:36 PM): so a real man is someone who says what they think no matter who they may hurt
MethodDan6 (8:39:59 PM): Basically. Mind you, this is me on an inexplicable macho kick.
LBSD 01 (8:40:40 PM): kick huh? you mean you're tryin it out to see how it fits?
MethodDan6 (8:40:55 PM): I don't give a fuck about being a "real man", because I detest men. I'm just a guy, I'm here, I have a cock.

No, I'm just being macho because you annoyed me.
LBSD 01 (8:41:53 PM): oh hahaa
LBSD 01 (8:42:08 PM): interesting what you said about detesting men
LBSD 01 (8:42:17 PM): i gathered that from the beginning
LBSD 01 (8:42:23 PM): too bad
LBSD 01 (8:42:34 PM): doncha know any good guys?
MethodDan6 (8:42:52 PM): I guess so. We're scum. I advice practically all of my female friends to go lesbo.

I know a few, we're the only ones who don't rim donkeys for quarters.
LBSD 01 (8:44:10 PM): LOL
LBSD 01 (8:44:27 PM): you musta had some fierce role models
MethodDan6 (8:44:32 PM): Like?
LBSD 01 (8:45:02 PM): that would be my question
MethodDan6 (8:45:24 PM): I never really had role models actually, that I recall. Especially not when I was little, I always pretty much thought for myself. More recently I've had musician role models, like Matt Freeman.
LBSD 01 (8:45:52 PM): no dad, brothers, whatever?
MethodDan6 (8:46:34 PM): No brothers (sometimes I kinda wish I had a little brother, but I would refuse to be responsible for my influence on the little bastard), and my dad isn't really a role model, he's totally asocial, he just does his thing.
LBSD 01 (8:47:11 PM): whats his thing?
MethodDan6 (8:48:23 PM): He goes to work, he uses his computer, listens to music, sometimes he plays music (he's a pretty good musician, he can play like 8 different instruments), and makes me eat in the dining room, rather than the living room or parlor.
LBSD 01 (8:49:16 PM): dont talk to him ?
MethodDan6 (8:49:30 PM): Not a lot, he's quiet.
LBSD 01 (8:49:48 PM): so he doesnt really know you huh
MethodDan6 (8:51:00 PM): We don't talk unless there's something in particular to talk about.

Probably not, he probably knows me mainly from the shit I complain about in his earshot, and that's okay. I don't think any of my family knows me that well, because they don't want to know. I have a bad attitude and they don't want to hear about the shit I talk to my friends about.
MethodDan6 (8:51:52 PM): My sister knows me a little better, cos I can generally talk to her a little easier because she's more of a peer, but still, I can't just say whatever is on my mind, because they'd complain and be offended.
LBSD 01 (8:52:41 PM): so is your dad in this category of male scum?
MethodDan6 (8:53:16 PM): And what's more, I'd just as soon not have them know the shit that's going on in here, no reason to tip my hand if I don't need to, and besides, they'd just end up being disgusted.

Nah, as guys go he's not that bad, he doesn't hit me or anything, he takes decent care of us, but I don't think he's a particularly good parent. I don't think either of my parents are very good.
LBSD 01 (8:54:06 PM): what makes them not good parents in your opinion
MethodDan6 (8:55:31 PM): And I sure as hell don't owe them a fucking thing, it was their (mostly my mother's, i think) desire for another kid that forced me to live in this shithole of a world.

Offhand, I feel I was spoiled and sheltered when I was small and then left in the cold. And even now I often feel neglected because I'm at a transitive point in my life, and they're not supportive enough, they want me to move out, they want to fob me off on my own so they can go about their business without having to deal with me.
MethodDan6 (8:56:41 PM): They deny that when you have a kid, your kid is your life, your job is looking after them and making sure they turn out okay and can look after themselves ultimately.
LBSD 01 (8:56:48 PM): and if i were to ask them why they want to do that, objectively as you can, what do you think they would say?
MethodDan6 (8:57:42 PM): Something like, "You're a big boy now, you can take care of yourself." They've always been big on making me be as self-sufficient as possible, I've been cooking for myself and doing my own laundry and shit since I was like 11.
LBSD 01 (8:58:30 PM): is that a bad thing? i mean to do your own personal maintenence stuff?
MethodDan6 (8:59:22 PM): No, it's good for keeping my privacy.

They haven't done too bad a job, the only things I need from them with any frequency are money and rides, cos I failed my driver's test (perhaps because they hate taking me for driving practice, preferring to spend their time on more personally fulfilling pursuits).
MethodDan6 (9:03:05 PM): .... y'know, you're lucky I'm self-centered and like talking about myself, cos otherwise I wouldn't put up with your annoying penchant for changing the subject to me when i'm trying to get information about you.
LBSD 01 (9:04:03 PM): yeah, i am lucky, and i really appreciate your openess
MethodDan6 (9:05:21 PM): And I DON'T appreciate your closedness. I mean, what the fuck is your problem? Are you so smitten with my scrawny white punk ass that you're afraid I won't like you if you let me know what the fuck is really up? Well here's a tip, I don't like you anyway.
MethodDan6 (9:06:29 PM): I admit you sometimes have interesting, thought-provoking things to say, but not enough that I'll wear my heart on my sleeve while you say nothing but trite psychobabble.
MethodDan6 (9:09:07 PM): You're next to nothing to me. You're some dick who seems to think he's my psychoanalyst. Get over yourself, quit being a faggot and start giving me direct, honest answers when i ask you questions.
LBSD 01 (9:10:20 PM): so we're back to this again?
MethodDan6 (9:10:30 PM): Looks that way.
LBSD 01 (9:18:14 PM): so what i might have to say only has value to you if you know who i am? doesnt make sense to me
LBSD 01 (9:18:45 PM): or is it because it makes you feel too vulnerable?



MethodDan6 (9:18:50 PM): Yes. Because I don't give a fuck what strangers think. In fact, I don't care a whole lot what ANYONE thinks, but I care more what my friends think.
LBSD 01 (9:22:48 PM): I suspect you might care alot more what peoplethink than you let on
LBSD 01 (9:23:23 PM): do you have a job for the summer?
MethodDan6 (9:24:11 PM): Well, y'know what? Fuck you. And even if I did, I wouldn't DO anything about it. I'll be butt fucked with a Garden Weasel before I alter my behavior to suit someone else.
LBSD 01 (9:24:42 PM): ouch
MethodDan6 (9:24:47 PM): Exactly.
LBSD 01 (9:25:44 PM): i agree with you, no one should expect you to alter you behaviour just to make them more comfortable
LBSD 01 (9:26:09 PM): thats what i mean by taking people as they are'
MethodDan6 (9:26:09 PM): That's why I'm punk and I strongly doubt you are. I do what I want.
LBSD 01 (9:27:00 PM): but by the same token, i think to be consistent, you should do the same for them, take them as they are and not want to change them
MethodDan6 (9:27:41 PM): Fuck that, I don't owe them anything. I don't expect anyone to change for me, but I don't have to like them even though I think they're idiots.
LBSD 01 (9:28:54 PM): no you dont have to , but you'd maybe be alot happier if you tried
MethodDan6 (9:29:04 PM): Why try?
MethodDan6 (9:29:11 PM): I don't owe anyone anything.
LBSD 01 (9:29:21 PM): you owe it to you
LBSD 01 (9:29:40 PM): accepting others as they are, without conditions, makes YOU happier
MethodDan6 (9:30:06 PM): I accept them in the sense that I realize I can't do anything about it, but I don't like or respect or care about them in any way.
LBSD 01 (9:31:05 PM): thats cool,
MethodDan6 (9:31:39 PM): Damn skippie.
MethodDan6 (9:32:07 PM): I kick ass.
LBSD 01 (9:32:08 PM): guess my point is being angry at the world cuz it seems full of stupid people, doesnt affect anything but your own personal life
MethodDan6 (9:32:21 PM): So fucking what?
LBSD 01 (9:32:45 PM): cuz you wind up makin yourself miserable!
MethodDan6 (9:32:55 PM): SO, FUCKING, WHAT?
LBSD 01 (9:32:56 PM): so how brilliant is that?
LBSD 01 (9:33:22 PM): i see, so what you are saying to me is, you enjoy being miserable
MethodDan6 (9:33:43 PM): I wouldn't say that, but I prefer being acutely in touch with reality to being happy.
LBSD 01 (9:33:58 PM): why?
MethodDan6 (9:34:30 PM): I don't know. Perhaps because I'm fucked in the head. Perhaps because I know it's inevitable.
LBSD 01 (9:34:50 PM): whats inevitable?
MethodDan6 (9:35:06 PM): Reality. However happy you are, something will happen to burst your bubble.
LBSD 01 (9:35:15 PM): ahh,,,,
LBSD 01 (9:35:38 PM): bullshit
MethodDan6 (9:35:49 PM): I know you are but what am I?
LBSD 01 (9:36:02 PM): you create youro own bubble , buddy
MethodDan6 (9:36:43 PM): Exactly, I prefer not to bother.
LBSD 01 (9:36:47 PM): if you are convinced you will be miserable, you have predicted and created your own future
LBSD 01 (9:37:13 PM): thats cuz your scared shitless
LBSD 01 (9:37:38 PM): the most angry people are ALWAYS the most terrified
MethodDan6 (9:37:41 PM): No, I AM, I may or may not be. And what's more, I don't give a fuck, I've accepted that most of my future is out of my hands.

Oh, I'm scared am I?
MethodDan6 (9:37:55 PM): Well, here, have a tall glass of go fuck yourself.
LBSD 01 (9:38:24 PM): none of your future is out of your hands. all of it is in your hands,and no one elses. all of it.
MethodDan6 (9:38:29 PM): Bull fucking shit.
MethodDan6 (9:39:05 PM): Do I have the power to move mountains out of my way? Do I have the power to force traffic out of my way on the freeway? No, I don't. Those things are out of my control
LBSD 01 (9:39:49 PM): wrong
MethodDan6 (9:40:30 PM): Do you think I'm a fucking master of the Matrix or something? I know you think I'm way cooler than I am, but I'm just a fucking guy, I've only been able to vote for a few weeks.
LBSD 01 (9:41:15 PM): you have the power to anything you want to do
LBSD 01 (9:41:30 PM): anything you were born to do
MethodDan6 (9:41:37 PM): Dude, if I had the power to do anything I wanted, why the fuck would I waste my time talking to you?
LBSD 01 (9:41:48 PM): whatever gifts you were sent here to give
LBSD 01 (9:42:00 PM): cuz im fascinating
LBSD 01 (9:42:11 PM): and i speak true
MethodDan6 (9:42:20 PM): If I could just do whatever the fuck I wanted, I would be off boning chicks in a huge fucking vault of cash like Scrooge McDuck or somethin.
LBSD 01 (9:42:25 PM): and you have no idea about your own power yet
MethodDan6 (9:42:32 PM): No you aren't, you're a pretensious fuckwit.
MethodDan6 (9:43:11 PM): But in spite of that, enough about me. Why can't you tell me anything about yourself?
LBSD 01 (9:43:11 PM): no wonder you cant get a date
MethodDan6 (9:43:30 PM): Yeah, because chicks are stupid whores and I'm not cute or charming or rich or anything.
LBSD 01 (9:43:42 PM): wrong again
MethodDan6 (9:43:46 PM): And thanks a ton for reminding me, you insensitive cocksucker.
LBSD 01 (9:43:57 PM): cuz you're rude and insensitive,
MethodDan6 (9:44:11 PM): I say what's on my mind, not what people want to hear. Is something wrong with that?
LBSD 01 (9:44:19 PM): why would someone want to go out with someone who thinks chicks are stupid whores?
MethodDan6 (9:44:20 PM): And thanks a lot for totally ignoring my question.
MethodDan6 (9:44:36 PM): Because they agree with me and want to show me they're different.
LBSD 01 (9:45:21 PM): you're not gettin my point
MethodDan6 (9:45:30 PM): I have female friends yanno, they're the ones who know their peers aren't good for much other than sucking cock.

Then what is your point?
LBSD 01 (9:46:00 PM): no self respecting chick is gonna be attracted to someone who has no respect for women, or anyone else for that matter
LBSD 01 (9:46:19 PM): we all like to be around people who make us feel good about ourselves
MethodDan6 (9:46:36 PM): Not true. I have respect for women, just not all of them. As with all other people, women have to earn my respect.
MethodDan6 (9:47:59 PM): For instance, you have not earned much of my respect, because you pry into my head, give me idiotic advice, and refuse to tell me anything about yourself so I can return the favor, or for that matter, judge for myself whether you're a worthwhile person.
LBSD 01 (9:48:23 PM): chicks are attracted to guys who are self-assured enough to not feel the need to put people down; like i said, angry, foul=mouthed, negative people are displaying self-hatred, and chicks pick up on that;anger is scarey to girls
LBSD 01 (9:50:00 PM): a worthwhile person? everyone is a worthwhile person. period
MethodDan6 (9:52:24 PM): Nope. Life simply isn't that valuable. I know mine isn't, there are a million other motherfuckers like me, and even more like you. Most people are scum, a virus infecting the earth.

Don't give me your psychology 101 bullshit. I'm angry and foulmouthed because the world is fucked and I have to deal with it. I put down anyone who gives me a reason, including simply annoying me or getting in my way. And any girl who's scared by a guy who can show his true feelings, however unpleasant they are, is a useless, superficial, wench, any such pathetic excuse for a person I have no use for whatsoever. I prefer people who understand my point of view, thanks very much.
LBSD 01 (9:53:57 PM): which is why you are alone
MethodDan6 (9:54:30 PM): I may be horny, but I don't need them that badly. They can take me the way I am, or they can go fuck themselves. I've got principles yanno.
MethodDan6 (9:56:29 PM): Besides, I generally LIKE being alone, having no one to bother me or get in my way. If I ever live with a girlfriend (I don't believe in marriage), I'd need us to have a relatively large place for two people, cos I need my space and the sort of bird who would shack up with me would probably be the same.
LBSD 01 (9:57:21 PM): so you have chosen to be alone, in your little angry negative world, and blame the world for the one you have created; you live in the same world as the rest of us, but i see it as a beautiful fascinating and limitless place of complete abundance and opportunity, and your excuse for not seeing it that way is that I dont get it. Well i do get it, ive been around alot longer than you have, have endured alot of pain over the years, but i now realize i created all of it myself, and now choose to do the opposite, and life is superb
MethodDan6 (9:59:17 PM): Don't talk down to me, motherfucker. You think I need your shit? You clearly just don't understand, you prefer to see through rose colored glasses than face the ugly, rational truth. I can kinda understand that, but it's all fake. I used to be like that, but then I started getting exposed to the real world, and got cynical.
LBSD 01 (10:00:02 PM): haha you dont know twat about the real world
LBSD 01 (10:00:46 PM): poor miserable bastard
MethodDan6 (10:00:49 PM): How the fuck do you know? You think I'm a whiny little bitch because I'm 18?
LBSD 01 (10:01:14 PM): age got nothin to do with it,
LBSD 01 (10:01:26 PM): i know people like you of all ages
MethodDan6 (10:01:36 PM): Don't poor bastard me, you cocksmoker. I don't need your condescending bullshit.
LBSD 01 (10:01:37 PM): they're everywhere
MethodDan6 (10:01:39 PM): Then what the fuck is your beef?
LBSD 01 (10:01:42 PM): sad saps
LBSD 01 (10:02:31 PM): i hate seeing potential like yours goin down the toilet
LBSD 01 (10:02:48 PM): you could accomplish great things with your life
LBSD 01 (10:02:55 PM): i think you're brilliant
MethodDan6 (10:02:59 PM): Well, pardon us for not being supremely enlightened like yourself.

What do you think my potential is? What is it you think i could accomplish?
LBSD 01 (10:03:27 PM): but if you persist with your lousy attitude you wont do squat
LBSD 01 (10:04:00 PM): you could accomplish anything you were sent here to do. anything
LBSD 01 (10:04:08 PM): whatever makes your heart sing
MethodDan6 (10:04:12 PM): Do you think I might write the Great American Novel or something? I probably could in my sleep, but no one would agree because people like shit. They like the most banal drivel you could produce by smearing monkey shit on typewriter paper.

Who do you think "sent" me here?
LBSD 01 (10:04:17 PM): whatever makes you lose track of time
LBSD 01 (10:05:06 PM): there you go again, copping out of accomplishing something by putting everyone down
LBSD 01 (10:05:09 PM): its more bullshit
LBSD 01 (10:05:22 PM): you hang around with peoople who like shit
LBSD 01 (10:05:34 PM): try different people
MethodDan6 (10:05:35 PM): No, I'm not doing it because I don't give a fuck, not because no one would like it.
LBSD 01 (10:05:46 PM): bullshit
MethodDan6 (10:05:58 PM): No. Perky, cheerful people like yourself, who think the world is just fucking peachy, give me the urge to riddle them with bullet holes.
LBSD 01 (10:06:21 PM): everyone needs to do something to make themselves feel good , this is why you dont like yourself,a nd consequently anyone else
MethodDan6 (10:06:33 PM): I like myself a shitload more than everyone else.
LBSD 01 (10:06:47 PM): no you most certainly do not
MethodDan6 (10:06:54 PM): That's why I act arrogant, because I genuinely do like myself better than pretty much everyone.
LBSD 01 (10:07:00 PM): people who hate everyone, hate themselves the most
LBSD 01 (10:07:15 PM): psych 101, not even a tough one
MethodDan6 (10:07:24 PM): Who the fuck do you think you are, the Amazing Kreskin? Don't tell me what's going on in my head, you cocksucker.
LBSD 01 (10:07:42 PM): somebody should
LBSD 01 (10:08:10 PM): you need to learn to trulyl love yourself , and you aint there buddy
MethodDan6 (10:08:14 PM): I thought I told you to save your psychology major practice for someone who gives a fuck.

Fuck you! I may not be in control of the rest of the world, but I know myself as well as anyone.
LBSD 01 (10:08:22 PM): denial
MethodDan6 (10:08:46 PM): Go fuck yourself. Why should I listen to this? You're not my friend, I never asked you to psychoanalyze me.
LBSD 01 (10:08:49 PM): anger=fear
LBSD 01 (10:09:00 PM): gettin mad again, arent we?
LBSD 01 (10:09:11 PM): i am your friend
LBSD 01 (10:09:17 PM): i care about you
MethodDan6 (10:09:46 PM): Yes, you're fucking with me and I see no reason why I should take it as a joke.

No you aren't. I know things about my friends, my friends understand and talk to me as an equal, not as a confused punk kid in need of guidance, which you clearly think I am.
LBSD 01 (10:11:12 PM): i think you are, because you're miserable, and because i think you are making yourself miserable, and because i hate to see you waste your potential on all this wasted energy
MethodDan6 (10:13:03 PM): Well, perhaps I could (and perhaps I should) just slap on a big fake smile and pretend everything is just peachy, but simply being happy isn't everything. Don't ask me why, but I prefer seeing things for exactly what they are.

I have things in common with my friends, and did I mention my friends treat me like an equal, instead of talking to me like a middle school guidance counselor.
LBSD 01 (10:17:02 PM): do you really have many friends?
MethodDan6 (10:17:23 PM): No, and I like that just fine. I'm more interested in quality than quantity.
LBSD 01 (10:18:26 PM): "and pretend everything is just peachy..." have you had such a terrible life then, that you see the world as shit?
MethodDan6 (10:19:15 PM): Look, I realize I've been spoiled and sheltered, but I don't need to experience everything firsthand to think it exists.
LBSD 01 (10:19:49 PM): but why do you see the world as shit?
MethodDan6 (10:20:45 PM): By my realization that I'm sheltered, it follows that I realize that most of the real world isn't as pleasant as the one I've personally spent practically all my life in.

Because it is. Literally and figuratively. It's dominated by human vices and weaknesses.
LBSD 01 (10:21:38 PM): so?
LBSD 01 (10:21:47 PM): why should that affect you?
LBSD 01 (10:21:57 PM): what does it have to do with you?
MethodDan6 (10:22:57 PM): Greed, hypocrisy, ignorance, violence, the list goes on and on.

Not a lot, it just annoys the tiny bit of care left in my cold heart. And it justifies my contempt for humanity, because humanity by it's nature is weak.
LBSD 01 (10:25:04 PM): so? i ask again, what does that have to do with you? if you think these characteristics are vices, and you despise those who possess them, you must think you are not included in this group. unlesss of course you do despise yourself
MethodDan6 (10:25:23 PM): I certainly am weak as well, but unlike most people, I realize that. I have the higher cognitive ability to know that my fellow human is mostly a selfish, irrational, ignorant animal of little use to anyone but itself.
LBSD 01 (10:25:49 PM): so why cant you just carrry one ahppy productive life, and let those horrid people do the same?
LBSD 01 (10:26:43 PM): why do you give up your power to create a great life to them? why do you let yourself be affected by it?
MethodDan6 (10:26:55 PM): I am a weak human too, but I lack most of the traits I hate the most. I'm not greedy, I don't pretend to be anything I'm not, I hate violence (but acknowledge it as a necessary evil).

Because it offends my moral sensibilities, and I'm just a cranky, depressed misanthrope.
LBSD 01 (10:27:01 PM): sounds like an excuse to me
MethodDan6 (10:27:07 PM): Listen, i don't give a fuck.
LBSD 01 (10:27:13 PM): LOL
MethodDan6 (10:27:25 PM): I'm fine with myself. You don't seem to be fine with me, so that's your problem.
LBSD 01 (10:27:39 PM): i lack most of the traits i hate the most, thats a good one
MethodDan6 (10:27:49 PM): If you don't like me wasting my potential, do something about it, don't just sit around bitching at me.
LBSD 01 (10:28:09 PM): the traits we see in others that bother us the most are ALWAYS the ones we see in ourselves, however subconsciously
MethodDan6 (10:28:20 PM): Who says?
MethodDan6 (10:28:34 PM): What's your source?
LBSD 01 (10:28:53 PM): i speak truth
MethodDan6 (10:29:02 PM): Prove it.
LBSD 01 (10:29:31 PM): i dont like seeing you wasting your potential,no, but there is nothing anyone can do about that but you, dan
MethodDan6 (10:30:03 PM): Then leave it the fuck alone, it's my choice.
LBSD 01 (10:30:32 PM): ahh, is my point, its all your choice
LBSD 01 (10:30:48 PM): hope you make choices which make you happier someday, dan
LBSD 01 (10:31:15 PM): perhaps someday you will tire of playing the crying game
MethodDan6 (10:31:20 PM): I bet you wouldn't even if you could, because you're an ineffectual gelding.

I will, and you'll still be sitting around yanking your pud wishing you had the balls to get where I am
MethodDan6 (10:31:32 PM): The crying game? What the fuck are you talking about?
LBSD 01 (10:31:56 PM): why do you always insult me?
MethodDan6 (10:32:01 PM): Because you annoy me.
LBSD 01 (10:32:07 PM): ill tell you why
LBSD 01 (10:32:12 PM): because i scare you
LBSD 01 (10:32:17 PM): with the truth
LBSD 01 (10:32:33 PM): every time i hit home, you bring out the four letter words
MethodDan6 (10:32:55 PM): And because while it probably isn't your intention, you insult me, you condescend to me like I'm a fucking child.
MethodDan6 (10:33:31 PM): No, I think about what you say, and decide you're full of shit. I have no patience for psychology, especially if I didn't even ask for it.
MethodDan6 (10:34:09 PM): I fucking hate that you claim to be my friend, but you just tell me what to do and what I think. If any friend of mine copped that attitude with me I'd kick them in the head.
LBSD 01 (10:34:33 PM): i have no other motive than to help, so why else would you get so angry at me ?
MethodDan6 (10:34:44 PM): Because I didn't fucking ask for your help.
LBSD 01 (10:35:11 PM): you , who claims to not believe in violence, make an awful lot of violent statements
LBSD 01 (10:36:05 PM): so, that still doenst explain why we cant just debate a subject, without your anger always being aroused.
MethodDan6 (10:36:11 PM): Because I'm angry, and I wish I hadn't been trained to be such a fucking pussy so I could demonstrate to people that pissing me off is a bad idea. Because of this I dislike violence, but I don't think it's inherently wrong, it's human nature.
LBSD 01 (10:36:35 PM): reasonable people can discuss and disagree,
MethodDan6 (10:36:40 PM): The subject is always me, and you're always giving me shit instead of simply understanding where I'm at.
LBSD 01 (10:36:50 PM): why are you alwasys so damn angry???
MethodDan6 (10:37:35 PM): Because I am. Shit, I dunno, I just am. I'm angry at the world for not being what it's supposed to be, I'm angry at you for annoying me and talking down to me instead of understanding and relating to what I have to say.
LBSD 01 (10:38:48 PM): I wish I hadn't been trained to be such a fucking pussy so I could demonstrate to people that pissing me off is a bad idea. how in the world would you think you're a pussy????????
LBSD 01 (10:39:58 PM): well if you are angry at the world for not being what its supposed to be, you can stop now. cuz its exactly as its supposed to be.
MethodDan6 (10:40:02 PM): I'm just an angry guy, and I feel no need to do anything about it but express it as well as I can.

I think I'm a pussy because I've always been trained violence is wrong (which is bullshit), so I don't know how to fight, really. Almost anyone can kick my ass. And I don't like that, people will dominate you if you can't physically stand up to them.
LBSD 01 (10:40:34 PM): interesting idea,
LBSD 01 (10:40:42 PM): bullshit, but interesting
LBSD 01 (10:40:53 PM): macho crap
LBSD 01 (10:41:24 PM): violence is always wrong, and always the biggest sign of cowardice
MethodDan6 (10:41:29 PM): It's true. For all our fancy modern civilization, we're really just apes. Violence is an undeniable part of our nature, and if you can't stand up for yourself, you'll be dominated.
LBSD 01 (10:41:48 PM): speak for yourself
LBSD 01 (10:42:12 PM): i have no need for it, and no one dominates me, has never dominated me ever my whole life
MethodDan6 (10:42:24 PM): You're completely wrong. Cowardice is letting people push you around because you're afraid of confrontation. It's easy to say otherwise when you don't have 5 spics pounding you.
LBSD 01 (10:42:43 PM): violence is a learned behavior,not part of human nature at all,, and always comes from fear
MethodDan6 (10:43:08 PM): But when the shit hits the fan, you'd better be able to come out winning, or you'll come out a blood smear.
MethodDan6 (10:43:45 PM): I don't really give a fuck, all I know is people will be violent, and if you can't stand up to them you're a target.
LBSD 01 (10:45:37 PM): maybe you shouldnt hang around those environments
LBSD 01 (10:45:59 PM): filled with terrified peoople who feel the need to commit violence
LBSD 01 (10:46:10 PM): ?
MethodDan6 (10:46:15 PM): God, you think you're so fucking smart, don't you?
LBSD 01 (10:46:34 PM): please be nice
MethodDan6 (10:46:49 PM): People don't commit violence solely out of fear, they do it for fun, for profit, because they have something to prove, and so on.
LBSD 01 (10:47:08 PM): i disagree
LBSD 01 (10:47:15 PM): give me an example
MethodDan6 (10:47:32 PM): I've been beaten, and in my opinion, the motive was simply for fun, because my attackers knew they could do it without getting riddled with bullets.
MethodDan6 (10:48:24 PM): I think this because as I recall, I was beaten even after they discovered I had no money.
MethodDan6 (10:50:10 PM): My mother gives me shit because she thinks I only hate people because I've gotten beaten up on the street a few times, but I realized, she has no room to talk, she doesn't know where I've been. She has no idea how profoundly agitating it is to try to undo the snap the holds my wallet chain to my pants while a bunch of ugly spics beats me about the head.
LBSD 01 (10:50:30 PM): but they pick on people because they are frightened of living; this is a false bravado, a sense of power they get because they have not learned how to garner authentic power in their own life
LBSD 01 (10:51:32 PM): they are cowards
LBSD 01 (10:51:39 PM): thats why they travel in packs
MethodDan6 (10:51:46 PM): Psh, power is power. I couldn't care less what goes on inside such a person's head, because psychological warfare won't necessarily stop a fight. In fact, it's likely to start one because they'll feel threatened because they're dimly aware that they have the IQ of a pine stump. They may be cowards, but they'll still kick your ass.
LBSD 01 (10:52:37 PM): just because someone is messed up , violent etc, does not make them unintelligent,
MethodDan6 (10:53:29 PM): Like I said, it's a matter of definition. I think a coward is someone who's too chickenshit and afraid of confrontation to stand up for themselves, not someone who acts like a badass because they're really insecure. Because, I reiterate, I don't care what's going on in there, I call it as I see it.
LBSD 01 (10:53:36 PM): im not suggesting that you have a psychological discussion with a bunch of thugs about to beat you up
MethodDan6 (10:54:08 PM): Exactly, some people you can't talk to, so unless you can physically dominate them, they'll fuck you up.
MethodDan6 (10:54:31 PM): The world is full of these people, because it's a cruel place that fosters brutality, not understanding and compassion.
LBSD 01 (10:54:49 PM): we are merely dicussing the issue of anger= fear, and violence being the ultimate expression of it
LBSD 01 (10:55:32 PM): well jesus, dan, if you believe that, why doent you contribute to understanding and compassion?
MethodDan6 (10:56:18 PM): I don't give a fuck where it comes from, it is what it is.

Because it's not my job to make the world a better place, I'll be gone before you know it, so I'd rather use my time to do what I like, not serving my fellow man, who is an ingrateful little shit anyway.
LBSD 01 (10:57:27 PM): serving your fellow man, as you put it, is actually serving you, makes you feeeeel gooood, or arent you interested in feeling good?
MethodDan6 (10:58:31 PM): No, it isn't, because I'm not one of the many, I'm different. Most people, like yourself, don't understand me in the least. And it doesn't make me feel good, serving other people for nothing tends more to make me feel like a sucker.
LBSD 01 (10:58:48 PM): the world will be a better place, when we all individually do what we like, following our hearts, cuz we all have a job to do, and when we find it, we feel good about ourselves, and about the world,a nd about life
MethodDan6 (10:59:45 PM): That is the biggest load of don't-worry-be-happy New Age bullshit I've ever heard. I simply don't give a fuck.
MethodDan6 (11:01:07 PM): I've given up on searching for truth and enlightenment, and hence, become a nihilist. The world means nothing, and our lives are nothing but the repercussions of human biology.
LBSD 01 (11:01:22 PM): ok, so simply dont then; continue to make yourself and those arouond you miserable
LBSD 01 (11:02:00 PM): goodbye dan; you're a piece a work
MethodDan6 (11:02:03 PM): The only way I make myself miserable is that I still have standards.
MethodDan6 (11:02:12 PM): Okay, we're done with me, now what about you?
LBSD 01 (11:02:26 PM): i hope you and your standards are very hppy together
MethodDan6 (11:02:29 PM): I've told you practically everything you want to know, now it's my turn.
MethodDan6 (11:02:52 PM): Who told you to talk to me?
LBSD 01 (11:03:14 PM): i told you i cant answer that
MethodDan6 (11:03:23 PM): Why?
LBSD 01 (11:03:33 PM): because i promised i wouldnt
LBSD 01 (11:03:42 PM): and i dont break my promises
MethodDan6 (11:04:08 PM): Well, what can you tell me that I don't already know without violating your sacred code of honor?
MethodDan6 (11:06:16 PM): Are you sure you didn't just find me at random? I don't think any friend of mine would do that to me.
LBSD 01 (11:06:42 PM): i have been polite to you, tried to help, mostly have received rudeness from you, and you think YOU haved been wronged?
LBSD 01 (11:07:05 PM): what did your friend "do to you"?


MethodDan6 (11:07:34 PM): Yes, because I never asked for anyone's help. From the sound of it, some motherfucker put you up to bothering me with your psychobabbling bullshit.
MethodDan6 (11:08:20 PM): I have been wronged because my "friend" made you refuse to identify yourself, probably because they knew I'd be pissed. It's like they're playing a prank on me.
LBSD 01 (11:08:53 PM): your friend cares about you
MethodDan6 (11:09:10 PM): Well, why can't they talk to me themselves?
LBSD 01 (11:09:17 PM): and thinks your screwed up, which you are!
LBSD 01 (11:09:30 PM): cuz they have not my counseling talents
MethodDan6 (11:09:46 PM): Next time you see whoever is it, tell them to stop being a pussy and admit it.
MethodDan6 (11:10:54 PM): Don't quit your day job. Your counselling talents are pretty weak. While I've admitted you sometimes manage to say thought provoking things, they're completely outweighed by your annoying New Age PC bullshit. I don't need a counsellor, I need a friend.
MethodDan6 (11:12:15 PM): In addition to yelling at them, I need to have a serious talk with whoever pointed you at me, find out what their problem is.
LBSD 01 (11:12:36 PM): oh, what their problem is?/ hahaha
LBSD 01 (11:13:16 PM): you yell at your friends,a nd expect them to be truthful to you? ha
MethodDan6 (11:14:39 PM): Not usually, but I don't like people who need to be coddled and spoken to politely all the time. My friends don't take words that seriously, we can just be like, "what's goin on motherfucker?" and it's no big deal. But if someone pisses me off, I'll let em have it if I haven't got a compelling reason not to, like that they'll smash my head in.

Yeah, what they think is so wrong with me that they have to get me a "counsellor", that they can't just talk to me about themselves. I mean, that's fucking cowardly.
LBSD 01 (11:15:48 PM): im going to bed now
MethodDan6 (11:16:02 PM): Fine, but I'm not done with you yet.
LBSD 01 (11:16:30 PM): thats my line
MethodDan6 (11:16:40 PM): Well, I used it, gonna do something about it?
LBSD 01 (11:17:08 PM): haha, how silly, you cant say anything to me that i will take personally
LBSD 01 (11:17:17 PM): i take nothing personally
LBSD 01 (11:17:19 PM): ever
MethodDan6 (11:17:22 PM): Am I supposed to give a fuck?
LBSD 01 (11:17:29 PM): who cares
LBSD 01 (11:17:34 PM): goodnight
MethodDan6 (11:17:36 PM): I take personally things that are directed at ME personally.
MethodDan6 (11:17:39 PM): So long.
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