LBSD 01 (10:42:28 PM): So what does MethodDan mean anyway?
MethodDan6 (10:42:39 PM): It's my rapping nickname, yanno, like Method Dan.
MethodDan6 (10:42:42 PM): Method Man, I mean
LBSD 01 (10:44:05 PM): hmmm. , you'll have to enlighten me further, still lost........
MethodDan6 (10:44:25 PM): Method Man is a member of the Wu Tang Clan, that's where I got this name.
LBSD 01 (10:45:47 PM): Ok, so what's the 'Wu Tang Clan' again (sorry, I know i'm hopeless, right?)
MethodDan6 (10:46:04 PM): A rap group from Staten Island, dumbass.
LBSD 01 (10:47:48 PM): So does WuTangClan have a meaning?
MethodDan6 (10:47:56 PM): Not to my knowledge.
LBSD 01 (10:48:22 PM): haha
LBSD 01 (10:48:26 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (10:48:43 PM): sounds so poetic, thought it might mean somethin
MethodDan6 (10:48:58 PM): Not that I know of.
LBSD 01 (10:50:25 PM): So how the hell you doin tonite danny boy?
LBSD 01 (10:50:34 PM): i forget where you live, maybe you never told me
MethodDan6 (10:50:43 PM): my fucking braces hurt.
MethodDan6 (10:50:49 PM): And why should I tell you that?
LBSD 01 (10:50:51 PM): ooooooo
LBSD 01 (10:50:53 PM): braces
LBSD 01 (10:50:58 PM): nasty
LBSD 01 (10:51:33 PM): you mean tell me wheere you live?
MethodDan6 (10:51:39 PM): yeah
LBSD 01 (10:51:54 PM): oh, no big thing, just makin conversation
MethodDan6 (10:52:07 PM): bah. I've got nothing to say to you.
LBSD 01 (10:52:24 PM): oh
MethodDan6 (10:52:48 PM): Except, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?
LBSD 01 (10:53:18 PM): (here we go again?)
LBSD 01 (11:16:48 PM): do you really not want to talk to me anymore dan?

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MethodDan6 (12:24:00 AM): Not if you won't identify yourself.
MethodDan6 (12:24:25 AM): I've lost patience with your shit.
LBSD 01 (12:25:36 AM): my shit? i dont believe ive given you any of that. i belive i've been respectful to you at all times
MethodDan6 (12:26:30 AM): Yes you have. You're like, "oh you're just choosing to be unhappy, blah blah..." Fuck that.
MethodDan6 (12:27:18 AM): You clearly don't know shit, especially not about me.
LBSD 01 (12:28:03 AM): so dont want to talk to me because i have opinions that make you uncomfortable?
MethodDan6 (12:29:01 AM): Because you have opinions that are annoying bullshit. You talk to me like you're my fucking shrink.
MethodDan6 (12:30:04 AM): And you refuse to give a straightforward answer when I ask you questions. Such as, WHERE DID YOU GET MY FUCKING SCREEN NAME?
LBSD 01 (12:31:38 AM): sorry, cannot answer that one, made a promise
MethodDan6 (12:31:42 AM): Promise to who?
LBSD 01 (12:31:47 AM): hahaa
MethodDan6 (12:32:13 AM): Don't fuck with me. I admit you held my interest for a while, but not any more.
LBSD 01 (12:32:17 AM): im sure i can anser that!
MethodDan6 (12:32:30 AM): So answer it, numbnuts.
LBSD 01 (12:32:33 AM): sorry, dan,
LBSD 01 (12:32:47 AM): really am sorry
LBSD 01 (12:32:56 AM): i enjoy talking to you
MethodDan6 (12:33:16 AM): Don't give me your bullshit false apologies. If you really cared you'd just spill it.
LBSD 01 (12:36:17 AM): no, sorry, i disagree, my caring for people, including you, also includes the fact that I dont break my word
MethodDan6 (12:36:58 AM): If you can't be as honest to me as I am to you, then you can go fuck yourself.
MethodDan6 (12:37:22 AM): Who did you give your word to?
LBSD 01 (12:37:25 AM): thank you very mulch
MethodDan6 (12:37:41 AM): You're welcome.
LBSD 01 (12:37:53 AM): obviously i f i told you that , you would know to whom i gave my word!!
LBSD 01 (12:37:57 AM): sheeesh
MethodDan6 (12:38:39 AM): Well, I need to know who's responsible.
MethodDan6 (12:39:21 AM): I can't imagine why any friend of mine would put you up to bothering me with your inane psychobabbling New Age bullshit and not fess up to it.
LBSD 01 (12:45:39 AM): cuz i care about you ; coul;dnt care less if you care that i do
MethodDan6 (12:46:22 AM): Why the fuck do you care about me?
MethodDan6 (12:46:50 AM): You don't know me, I don't know you, I doubt you're just a philanthropist who likes angry teenage punk rockers.
LBSD 01 (12:46:51 AM): cuz i do
MethodDan6 (12:47:03 AM): That's bullshit. Why do you?
LBSD 01 (12:47:20 AM): cuz you are magnificent!
MethodDan6 (12:47:36 AM): Why is that? What makes me so fucking cool?
LBSD 01 (12:49:00 AM): your mind is expansive, your potential is unlimited, your prose is moving.....
MethodDan6 (12:49:08 AM): Where have you seen my prose?
LBSD 01 (12:49:43 AM): your passion is heartfelt..
MethodDan6 (12:49:58 AM): Answer the fucking question. Where have you seen my writing?
LBSD 01 (12:52:20 AM): oh
LBSD 01 (12:52:32 AM): wouildnt you like to know
LBSD 01 (12:52:47 AM): uh,,,,,,,,just kidding, dan
LBSD 01 (12:52:51 AM): just here!
MethodDan6 (12:53:01 AM): Only stuff I've told you?
LBSD 01 (12:53:06 AM): you write beautifuly
LBSD 01 (12:53:12 AM): ya
MethodDan6 (12:53:25 AM): That's not prose, that's conversation. And all that says is that I'm not a fucking idiot.
MethodDan6 (12:53:40 AM): You should seek out a few other people who aren't fucking idiots, you'll find that I'm not that exceptional.
LBSD 01 (12:53:58 AM): right you are, you are not a fucking idiot
LBSD 01 (12:54:13 AM): ohhh, but i do,
LBSD 01 (12:54:17 AM): and yo are
MethodDan6 (12:56:19 AM): how the fuck do you know? And what's more, what good does it do me? I'm a fucking slacker, i don't even live in my parent's basement, I don't work, I have few friends, and I can't get laid to save my life. I'd be better off without this huge brain. And what's more, I'm not telling you anything else about myself until you start talking about yourself.
MethodDan6 (12:57:11 AM): I refuse to play my hand any further, I won't have you knowing my whole fucking life story when I don't know anything about you.
LBSD 01 (12:57:34 AM): hhmmmmmmm
LBSD 01 (12:57:39 AM): i see your point..
MethodDan6 (12:57:44 AM): Good.
LBSD 01 (12:57:57 AM): ok, but if i tell you who i am
LBSD 01 (12:58:19 AM): you probably will still not want to talk to me
MethodDan6 (12:59:18 AM): So? It'll help more than witholding that information.
LBSD 01 (12:59:54 AM): cuz you got this kinda defensive negative attitude goin that will probably make you put up an instantaneous wall, and refuse to talk to me, so we will have gained nothing, and i will lose you!
MethodDan6 (1:00:57 AM): Lose me? What am I, your fucking girlfriend? I'll have gained the knowledge of who this motherfucker is who's been trying to psychoanalyze me, and be able to decide whether they're worth my time.
LBSD 01 (1:03:46 AM): everybody is worth your time
MethodDan6 (1:05:16 AM): Bull shit. I'm only gonna live so long, I don't want to waste time listening to every idiot who wants to talk to me.
LBSD 01 (1:11:13 AM): every idiot who wants to talk to you, can teach you something about yourself
LBSD 01 (1:11:28 AM): if you have the balls to shut up and listen
MethodDan6 (1:11:32 AM): Yeah, like that I haven't got the patience.
MethodDan6 (1:12:01 AM): I feel no need for that, I know myself just fine.
LBSD 01 (1:12:41 AM): i dissagree
MethodDan6 (1:13:06 AM): Who the fuck do you think you are? Do you think you know me better than I do?
LBSD 01 (1:13:34 AM): ah, maybe yeah
LBSD 01 (1:13:58 AM): lotsa people know me better than i do
MethodDan6 (1:14:48 AM): You have to be pretty fucking stupid to not know yourself as well as other people.
LBSD 01 (1:16:34 AM): ah, you do love to insult me dont you
MethodDan6 (1:16:41 AM): I call it as I see it, mate.
LBSD 01 (1:17:01 AM): telllme, do yo treat everyone with such disdain?
MethodDan6 (1:17:34 AM): Because I'm cold, I feel no need to excuse others foibles.
LBSD 01 (1:18:11 AM): do you enjoy being cold?
MethodDan6 (1:18:18 AM): I think so, yeah.
LBSD 01 (1:19:09 AM): if you enjoy it so much, then whyare you always complaining. about everyhthing?
MethodDan6 (1:19:55 AM): Yeah, I do. I'm not cold to EVERYONE, just to people I don't know or particularly care about. If you're actually one of my friends masquerading, playing a prank, i'd be pretty pissed, but I'd get over it.

Because I'm a cranky misanthrope. I have a history of depression, i'll almost always have something to bitch about.
MethodDan6 (1:21:02 AM): Besides, sometimes it's just fun to complain and bitch and whine.
MethodDan6 (1:21:53 AM): I've been bitching and whining about these stupid braces for a couple days.
LBSD 01 (1:25:36 AM): ahh,
LBSD 01 (1:25:41 AM): theres the ticket
LBSD 01 (1:25:54 AM): its fun to bitch and complain
LBSD 01 (1:26:05 AM): thats true sometimes
MethodDan6 (1:26:20 AM): Yup. Especially since I'm a whiny middle class white boy with a trust fund and nothing really serious to whine about.
LBSD 01 (1:27:17 AM): trouble is, it doesnt make ya happy to go around with a shitty attitude, which is all under your control, and gets old after awhile
LBSD 01 (1:27:56 AM): much prefer to be happy, which is also under ones control
LBSD 01 (1:28:00 AM): more creative too
MethodDan6 (1:28:10 AM): Listen asshole, I'm not the Dalai Lama. I can't just be serene and happy no matter what, I don't work that way. I have wants and needs that aren't met.
LBSD 01 (1:28:39 AM): you're not the dalai lama???shit!! and here i thought you were!!
MethodDan6 (1:28:45 AM): Pessimism has been permanently ingrained into my psyche.
MethodDan6 (1:29:16 AM): Wow, thanks for the sarcasm, butt pirate. I really needed that.
LBSD 01 (1:29:20 AM): bullshit
MethodDan6 (1:29:35 AM): what?
LBSD 01 (1:29:38 AM): welcome
LBSD 01 (1:29:54 AM): Pessimism has been permanently ingrained into my psyche
LBSD 01 (1:29:58 AM): bullshit
MethodDan6 (1:30:14 AM): It has! All my life I've been taught that, and I've found it to be true.
MethodDan6 (1:30:56 AM): My parents, ever since I was little, have quoted the Stones to me: "You can't always get what you want."
LBSD 01 (1:32:54 AM): well now, thats a heavy thing to base your life's philosophy on...
LBSD 01 (1:33:04 AM): do yo know the story behind that song?
MethodDan6 (1:33:41 AM): Hell no. I know a lot about old music for an apathetic Generation Y-er, but I don't know the story behind that song. And what's more, how do you know it? How fuckin old are you anyway?
LBSD 01 (1:34:00 AM): hahaha
LBSD 01 (1:34:34 AM): Well i'll tell ya,,,,,,,
LBSD 01 (1:34:59 AM): Young Mick was at a gig in the midwest...
LBSD 01 (1:35:16 AM): way before he was famous..
LBSD 01 (1:35:24 AM): really famous anyway
LBSD 01 (1:35:52 AM): went out to a local eatery
LBSD 01 (1:36:06 AM): which was recommended to him,
LBSD 01 (1:36:24 AM): and asked for his favorite beverage
LBSD 01 (1:36:49 AM): they did not have it,. and the clerk said, YOU GUESSED IT
LBSD 01 (1:37:14 AM): and that is the very heavy tale of that very heavey lyric
MethodDan6 (1:37:29 AM): ....that's stupid. Are you being sarcastic?
LBSD 01 (1:37:40 AM): i am not, this is a true story
MethodDan6 (1:38:02 AM): I meant, are you being sarcastic in referring to it as heavy?
LBSD 01 (1:38:12 AM): ytyou cant always get what you want
LBSD 01 (1:38:16 AM): duh
LBSD 01 (1:38:32 AM): so whatf?
MethodDan6 (1:38:53 AM): Psh. The story behind the song is pretty stupid, but the idea is still bang on.
MethodDan6 (1:39:32 AM): The world is by nature a cruel place that doesn't care about what anyone wants, it's governed only by the laws of physics and natural selection.
LBSD 01 (1:39:57 AM): bullshit
LBSD 01 (1:40:00 AM): copout
MethodDan6 (1:40:20 AM): What's the alternative? That it's governed by the will of The Lord?
LBSD 01 (1:40:23 AM): lazy peoples philosophy
MethodDan6 (1:40:30 AM): Damn skippie, I'm a lazy motherfucker.
LBSD 01 (1:40:50 AM): then lyou have nothin to complain about
LBSD 01 (1:41:39 AM): your world is a cruel place cuz you want it to be, mine, however, is marvelous!
MethodDan6 (1:42:28 AM): Yes I do. I can complain about sharing a biological designation with the greediest, most corrupt creatures in the known universe.

What's so marvelous about it?
LBSD 01 (1:44:16 AM): what is marvelous is that you acknowledge that fact,and have the power to behave in a non-corrupt, non-greedy manner, and help to change the universe
MethodDan6 (1:44:38 AM): People are animals, they live, try to pass on their genes, and die. Most of them are too fragile and weak minded to accept this and need to think they have some other purpose. Many think their purpose is to worship a god that doesn't exist and has done nothing objectively proven to demonstrate his worthiness. Others think it's to accumulate material wealth and power.
MethodDan6 (1:45:36 AM): Nuh. I've accepted that I can't change the universe. I'm one punk kid, and I know I'm not the fucking Messiah, I'm smart, but I'm nothing exceptional. I'm probably not eligible to join MENSA or anything, and I don't particularly WANT to change the world.
MethodDan6 (1:45:51 AM): I'll be dead soon enough, and then it won't matter.
LBSD 01 (1:46:16 AM): you are equipped with the intelligence to make others see that there can be more to life than liveing like chimps
MethodDan6 (1:46:38 AM): I'd rather spend my life doing what I enjoy, rather than struggling to effect change which may or may not happen before I die.
LBSD 01 (1:46:55 AM): and i predict that until you do, you will be miserable,and yes, i think your misery is of your own making,'
LBSD 01 (1:47:14 AM): but i think that is empowering, where as you see it as blame
MethodDan6 (1:47:17 AM): That's the PROBLEM! People think there's some purpose, they can't handle the fact that their lives are meaningless.
LBSD 01 (1:47:55 AM): you SHOULD spend your life doing whta you enjoy!! thats the point!!
LBSD 01 (1:48:17 AM): that is when you are living the life you were meant to live!
MethodDan6 (1:48:21 AM): It's blame because I see it as a bad thing, you're refusing to validate my objections to how the world works, you're basically saying it's my own fault that I can't just breeze through life being happy even though I'm surrounded by filth and corruption and stupidity.
LBSD 01 (1:49:15 AM): liveing your life,.doing what you enjoy,DOES engender change! Just by your existence, by your example
MethodDan6 (1:49:27 AM): Not really.
MethodDan6 (1:49:37 AM): The only thing that changes is my life.
LBSD 01 (1:50:42 AM): im not invalidating your objections, dan, or discounting your observations that the world has lots of crap in it
MethodDan6 (1:51:26 AM): Where I play my bass, how much money I make, whether I stick my cock into my left hand or various cute underaged honeys, who pays attention to my work and praises my creative genius, et cetera.

Yes you are, you're saying they're not a reason to be unhappy.
LBSD 01 (1:53:06 AM): i;m merely saying that this taking responsibility for ones own life circumstances has nothing to do with blame,
LBSD 01 (1:53:19 AM): look at it this way, once
LBSD 01 (1:53:21 AM): ....
MethodDan6 (1:53:24 AM): I can't just ignore these things and go on my merry way, they grate on me. I'm a true cynic, as my cynicism is born of disillusioned optimism.
LBSD 01 (1:54:02 AM): lets assume i believe i have the power to create a really shitty life for myself..
MethodDan6 (1:54:12 AM): Which you do.
LBSD 01 (1:54:19 AM): right
LBSD 01 (1:54:45 AM): if i have that incredible,immeasurable power...\
MethodDan6 (1:55:06 AM): That's a quite measurable power. Fucking your life up is easy, the hard part is creating a good one for yourself.
LBSD 01 (1:55:55 AM): then what i found was that i could take that same power and create something wonderful
LBSD 01 (1:56:06 AM): cuz its the same amount of energy
MethodDan6 (1:56:13 AM): Get to the fucking point.
LBSD 01 (1:56:14 AM): it all came from me
MethodDan6 (1:56:55 AM): It may take the same amount of energy (which it doesn't), but creating something wonderful takes more knowledge and less human flaw.
MethodDan6 (1:58:24 AM): Wait a minute. What the fuck am I saying? You can't answer me a simple fucking question, so I know where you're coming from, and you're too fucking spineless to answer it.
LBSD 01 (1:58:53 AM): you're right, it takes more knowledge, but i found that the knowledge was mostly in me anyway, just hidden behind all kind a shit
LBSD 01 (2:11:25 AM): you there?
MethodDan6 (2:12:02 AM): yup
LBSD 01 (2:14:06 AM): good night, Dan, blessings to you
MethodDan6 (2:14:27 AM): Stuff your blessings. Nihilists have no need for such religious trappings.
LBSD 01 (2:15:11 AM): religious?
MethodDan6 (2:15:14 AM): yes.
LBSD 01 (2:15:21 AM): phoooey
MethodDan6 (2:15:22 AM): A blessing is religious.
LBSD 01 (2:15:31 AM): i not like relgious nothin
MethodDan6 (2:15:37 AM): ahahahaha
LBSD 01 (2:16:02 AM): my blessings are not from religion, so there,
MethodDan6 (2:16:06 AM): Whatever.
MethodDan6 (2:16:23 AM): Don't come back until you're ready to take off your mask and reveal yourself, stranger.
LBSD 01 (2:16:41 AM): ah but you cannot resist me! I hope
MethodDan6 (2:17:05 AM): Fuck off. I admit you sometimes manage to say thought provoking things, but I don't need this bullshit.
LBSD 01 (2:17:13 AM): you want people of integrity, well i am one of them , do not break promises!
LBSD 01 (2:17:37 AM): yes, i think we all need each other
LBSD 01 (2:17:46 AM): i need you, you need me
MethodDan6 (2:18:00 AM): Well, damned if I'm going to consider you a friend if you're too fucking honorable to tell me about yourself.
MethodDan6 (2:18:08 AM): I don't need an anonymous party to confess to.
MethodDan6 (2:18:21 AM): And I don't need you at all, only to satisfy my curiousity.
LBSD 01 (2:18:24 AM): well you just may
LBSD 01 (2:18:31 AM): need me buddy
MethodDan6 (2:18:37 AM): What the fuck do I need you for? What do you do for me?
LBSD 01 (2:18:38 AM): good night
MethodDan6 (2:18:43 AM): Fuck off.
LBSD 01 (2:18:49 AM): peak your interest
LBSD 01 (2:18:54 AM): and care about you
LBSD 01 (2:18:57 AM): night
MethodDan6 (2:19:02 AM): but I don't NEED that.
LBSD 01 (2:19:12 AM): yes you do
MethodDan6 (2:19:18 AM): Why?
LBSD 01 (2:20:02 AM): cuz we all need to be cared about, you aint no differnent , no matter how tough you try to sound
MethodDan6 (2:20:17 AM): i've got other people who care about me, hence I don't need you.
LBSD 01 (2:20:44 AM): i happpy you have them, but i still care,sorry
MethodDan6 (2:20:57 AM): That's nice, but I care little for you.
LBSD 01 (2:22:13 AM): thats ok,
MethodDan6 (2:22:46 AM): So tell me, why did you have to promise not to tell me who sent you to me?
MethodDan6 (2:24:18 AM): Did they realize I'd be pissed off at them because you're so annoying? I would expect better of a friend of mine.
LBSD 01 (2:28:54 AM): why am i annoying?
LBSD 01 (2:29:13 AM): why do you insist on being so nasty?
LBSD 01 (2:29:21 AM): i have been nice to you
LBSD 01 (2:29:28 AM): and respectful at all times
LBSD 01 (2:29:38 AM): do you treat everyoje like this
MethodDan6 (2:29:46 AM): I disagree. You're condescending and you refuse to answer my questions.
LBSD 01 (2:30:26 AM): i answer many of your questions, you only concentrate on the ones that have to do with identifying me
MethodDan6 (2:30:38 AM): Exactly.
LBSD 01 (2:31:18 AM): perhap[s you feel if you know who i am, you can further discount what i have to say, after you can put some label on me..
LBSD 01 (2:31:49 AM): who i am has no relevance to what i say
MethodDan6 (2:31:51 AM): That fucking pisses me off. Who the fuck do you think you are? You think you're too good to identify yourself? I want to know who's talking to me like I'm a mentally ill elementary school child.
LBSD 01 (2:32:53 AM): most everything fuckingk pisses you off, did youever noticethis? You choose to be pissed off most ot the time, and then you wonder why you're depressed!!
MethodDan6 (2:33:12 AM): And what's more, so fucking what? I already discount what you say because I DON'T know who you are, you're some random idiot who's totally unqualified to give me advice, which I never asked for.
LBSD 01 (2:33:28 AM): good night dan, i;m signing off now,
MethodDan6 (2:33:48 AM): Y'know what? Fuck you. This is why you're not my friend, rather than understanding and agreeing with me, you give me shit.
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