LBSD 01 (7:23:21 PM): good evening, Dan
MethodDan6 (8:29:31 PM)
: Yeah?
LBSD 01 (8:30:15 PM): so, how the hell are ya?
MethodDan6 (8:30:36 PM)
: not too shabby, I got a new computer a few days ago, and I just had a yummy dinner.
LBSD 01 (8:31:29 PM): what did you have?
MethodDan6 (8:31:43 PM)
: A chicken sandwich, no mayo, curly fries, and a Coke.
LBSD 01 (8:32:45 PM): ok, well that's kinda not too exciting!
MethodDan6 (8:33:00 PM)
: No shit, I just said it was yummy, that's all.
LBSD 01 (8:33:47 PM): glad you liked it!
MethodDan6 (8:33:52 PM)
: mm hmm.
LBSD 01 (8:33:54 PM): did you cook it?
MethodDan6 (8:34:02 PM)
: Fuck no, I went to Arby's.
LBSD 01 (8:34:08 PM): ahhha
LBSD 01 (8:34:25 PM)
: i had , incase you are interested,........
MethodDan6 (8:34:34 PM)
: Nope.
LBSD 01 (8:34:51 PM): ok,,,,,,,never mind........
MethodDan6 (8:35:30 PM)
: I might give a fuck if I KNEW you, but I have no idea who or what the fuck you are, so I couldn't really care less.
LBSD 01 (8:36:29 PM): ok, so i have to pass certain criteria in order for you to care about what i have for dinner!
MethodDan6 (8:36:38 PM)
: In a way, yeah.
LBSD 01 (8:37:11 PM): maybe i shoudn't say "care" but instead "be interested"
MethodDan6 (8:37:50 PM)
: Like I believe I told you, I couldn't give a fuck about anything pertaining to you until you give me a reason why I should. Refusing to identify yourself does not exact inspire respect from me.
LBSD 01 (8:38:26 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (8:38:52 PM)
: so lets say i "identify myself"
MethodDan6 (8:39:13 PM)
: okay...
LBSD 01 (8:39:43 PM): what if i identify myself as , lets say , bill clinton
LBSD 01 (8:39:52 PM)
: would you "respect' me then?
MethodDan6 (8:40:59 PM)
: Then i'd think you're full of shit. And even if you were, that wouldn't help much. It might garner a little respect, but it wouldn't make me like you. And why the quotes around "identify yourself" and "respect"? That's insulting.
LBSD 01 (8:41:26 PM): oh im sorry'
LBSD 01 (8:41:37 PM)
: i meant no disrespect, really
MethodDan6 (8:41:39 PM)
: Fine.
LBSD 01 (8:41:53 PM): i was mereyly quoting what you said
LBSD 01 (8:42:55 PM)
: like this, for instance: "..it would't make me like you.."
LBSD 01 (8:43:12 PM)
: I have the feeling, (and I could be totally wrong)
LBSD 01 (8:43:34 PM)
: that you wouldn't like me no matter what i said!
MethodDan6 (8:43:39 PM)
: No shit, but when you use the quotation marks, it adds a mocking tone, like you don't think what I had to say about the things in quotes was valid. I'm sure that's not what you meant, or at least that's your story and you're sticking to it, so whatever.

MethodDan6 (8:43:53 PM): Probably, unless you're someone I already know.
LBSD 01 (8:44:01 PM): hmnmmmm
LBSD 01 (8:44:17 PM)
: no, Dan, no mocking here, absolutely none
LBSD 01 (8:44:46 PM)
: i have absolute respect for you, as far as I know you
LBSD 01 (8:45:07 PM)
: and i do not b.s. , dont know how
LBSD 01 (8:45:15 PM)
: maybe thats why i like you so much
MethodDan6 (8:45:37 PM)
: Fine. When you overemphasize like that, though, it sounds sarcastic. Just a tip in nonspoken communication.

So far I think you're some jackhole who fancies himself a psychologist and thinks I need help. I can't imagine why you respect me, you don't know me really, you don't seem to agree with my ideology, you don't seem to have anything in common with me.

LBSD 01 (8:46:21 PM): ok, like can you give me an example of what i did with the quotes that irritated you?
MethodDan6 (8:48:56 PM)
: Like, putting "respect" in quotes irritates me because it suggests that you don't believe that my disrespect for you is valid, like you're just humoring me because I'm a psychopath and you don't want to contradict me. Which is bullshit, because I genuinely have no reason to respect or care about you in the least, as such things must be earned and you have yet to earn them. Simply being nice and acting like you care about me doesn't get you anything from me, I'm too cynical to buy it.
MethodDan6 (8:49:46 PM): In fact, I'm wondering why you give a fuck at all. Did you just find me at random, or do you know someone I know?
LBSD 01 (8:51:13 PM): hmmm
LBSD 01 (8:51:23 PM)
: ok, intersting
MethodDan6 (8:51:32 PM)
: Answer the fucking question.
LBSD 01 (8:51:42 PM): which one?
MethodDan6 (8:51:53 PM)
: Did you just find me at random, or do you know someone I know?
LBSD 01 (8:51:58 PM): how does one earn your respect?
LBSD 01 (8:52:22 PM)
: who do you respect?
LBSD 01 (8:54:14 PM)
: do you think i have some sort of ulterior motive for even speaking to you?
LBSD 01 (8:54:37 PM)
: why cannot you just enjoy a conversation with another human being?
MethodDan6 (8:55:25 PM)
: That's for you to figure out, if you care to do it. Because, firstly, it's not supposed to be an easy feat, and secondly, I don't know exactly, but it helps to approach me as a peer and an equal, rather than a condescending try-hard psychoanalyst.

I'm not sure, but I wouldn't doubt it. I doubt you have anything tangible to gain, but I think you just fancy yourself a good Samaritan helping the poor misanthrope feel good about the wretched plague on the face of the earth we call humanity.

LBSD 01 (8:57:02 PM): hahaha
LBSD 01 (8:57:07 PM)
: you are brilliant!
LBSD 01 (8:57:13 PM)
: i love your prose!
MethodDan6 (8:57:18 PM)
: Thank you, I know I rule.
LBSD 01 (8:57:24 PM): absolutely
MethodDan6 (8:58:38 PM)
: I'm sure you can imagine why I'm a misanthrope then. I know I'm not the shiniest apple in the barrel, but compared to the teeming masses of imbeciles cluttering the landscape, I'm goddamned Albert Einstein.
LBSD 01 (8:59:32 PM): i cerainly agree.....................................ok, so if i must approach you as a peer and an equal (thats just a direct quote), i must know what you would even consider a peer
MethodDan6 (9:04:11 PM): Technically, any young person is one of my peers, but I'm describing the sort I'm actually not ashamed to be among: A young person (mid teens to early twenties), individualistic, honest, reasonably intelligent, enough so to see through the giddy, vacuous optimism prevalent in mainstream youth culture and see the real world for what it is: so thoroughly riddled with greed, corruption, bureaucracy, hypocrisy, and just plain idiocy that life is barely worth living, and certainly not worth forcing more innocent children to live through.
LBSD 01 (9:05:37 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (9:07:09 PM): s=so when you say , the reall world for what it is, how did you you reach this vision? Since it IS your vision
MethodDan6 (9:10:06 PM)
: Like most cynics, I reached this vision through disillusionment, even my meager exposure to real life was enough to teach me that real life is harsh, not to mention just living for 18 years and absorbing and observing human nature.
MethodDan6 (9:11:25 PM): When you live a sheltered little idyllic suburban existance, it's easy to be shocked by a bit of brutal violence or gore or just plain genuine suffering.
LBSD 01 (9:12:04 PM): yes,,,,,is true,,,,,,,but is that a bad thing to youF?
MethodDan6 (9:12:11 PM)
: Is what a bad thing?
LBSD 01 (9:12:45 PM): is it a bad thing to be shocked because of lack of exposure to violence?
MethodDan6 (9:14:21 PM)
: Yeah. It's better to be desensitized, because then reality is easier to deal with. People haven't always been so sheltered, even a few meager centuries ago most people had watched a person die by the time they were my age.
LBSD 01 (9:16:13 PM): how do you know this?
MethodDan6 (9:16:37 PM)
: I read.
LBSD 01 (9:17:29 PM): ok, so lets say your perspective of young people is true.....
MethodDan6 (9:18:25 PM)
: What perspective?
LBSD 01 (9:18:30 PM): if they have been exposed to what you consider a sheltered little idyllic suburban existance
LBSD 01 (9:19:13 PM)
: . how are they t o blame for the environment in which they were brought up>?
MethodDan6 (9:20:05 PM)
: *shrug* They're not, but I feel no need to make excuses for them.
LBSD 01 (9:22:29 PM): i guess i dont thing anyone would probably ask you to make excuses for them, I agree with you, I think about all of us takin responsibility for our own stuff........
LBSD 01 (9:22:39 PM)
: but.....
LBSD 01 (9:23:36 PM)
: i guess it doesn't make sense to me to blame them either for that which they had no control
MethodDan6 (9:25:46 PM)
: psh, i don't care.
LBSD 01 (9:27:29 PM): dont care about what?
MethodDan6 (9:27:56 PM)
: I don't care whether it's their fault, I call it as I see it. An idiot is an idiot, whether or not it's their fault.
LBSD 01 (9:29:10 PM): all righty then
LBSD 01 (9:29:25 PM)
: what if somebody calls you an idiot?fo
MethodDan6 (9:29:38 PM)
: I don't give a fuck if they think I'm an idiot.
LBSD 01 (9:29:44 PM): does that still applY
LBSD 01 (9:29:53 PM)
: hmm
MethodDan6 (9:29:56 PM)
: Still apply when?
LBSD 01 (9:30:40 PM): well would you be an idiot wht=ether or not its your fault?
MethodDan6 (9:31:39 PM)
: It's irrelevant because I'm not an idiot. But if I do something stupid, if i fuck up, I generally won't make excuses for myself, unless I've actually got an excuse.
LBSD 01 (9:32:15 PM): How do you define idiot?
MethodDan6 (9:32:57 PM)
: Someone who says or does things that don't make sense, are ineffective, or are just plain stupid.
LBSD 01 (9:34:05 PM): so that makes them a bad person to you, and they dont deserve to live/
MethodDan6 (9:34:49 PM)
: Not necessarily that harsh, but it makes them unworthy of my respect. You have to be pretty stupid to be worth less than the resources you consume, and hence worthy of the ax.
LBSD 01 (9:40:44 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (9:41:12 PM)
: so if you are worth less than the resources that you consume,
MethodDan6 (9:41:43 PM)
: Basically.
LBSD 01 (9:42:06 PM): what do you think that person should do with him/herself?
MethodDan6 (9:42:42 PM)
: Do us all a favor and destroy themselves, or at least have themselves sterilized to avoid passing on their inferior genes.
LBSD 01 (9:42:50 PM): should they die/dissapear? kill themself? try to change to please you?
MethodDan6 (9:43:00 PM)
: Any of the above.
LBSD 01 (9:44:07 PM): so , tell me something dan, do you feel an kinship for hitler.
MethodDan6 (9:44:15 PM)
: Not at all. In fact, I'm half Jewish.
LBSD 01 (9:44:44 PM): you being jewishe has nothing to do with my question, as far as i can tell
LBSD 01 (9:45:10 PM)
: but your philosophy sounds very similar
MethodDan6 (9:45:18 PM)
: He was a bigot, not a misanthrope.
MethodDan6 (9:45:37 PM): People are all idiots, regardless of the demographics that separate them.
LBSD 01 (9:50:55 PM): does that include you?
MethodDan6 (9:51:44 PM)
: Yeah, but I'm not as big of an idiot.
LBSD 01 (9:52:03 PM): who says?
MethodDan6 (9:52:16 PM)
: I'm a dumbass, but not as severely as most other people.

Says me.

LBSD 01 (9:53:04 PM): so yo think you are superior to everyone else?
MethodDan6 (9:53:10 PM)
: Not everyone, but most people.
LBSD 01 (9:53:42 PM): ahhh, so if you areso superior, why the hell are you so goddam miserable?
MethodDan6 (9:54:39 PM)
: Because being smart doesn't make me happy. In fact, I envy stupid people their numbness to how depressing reality is.
LBSD 01 (9:55:30 PM): allright, then if you envy them, perhaps that is why you seeminly gain so much pleasure from putting them down?
MethodDan6 (9:55:58 PM)
: Stupid people's lives revolve around shit like PTA meetings and glee club and rush parties and fingering cheerleaders in movie theatres, they're too dumb to know what's really up, they just bumble through life without knowing what's up. Ignorance truly is bliss.
MethodDan6 (9:56:45 PM): No doubt, I hate them because not only do they often make my life less pleasant with their idiocy, but because their lives are better than mine due to their lacking the burden of an intellect more powerful than a Caesar salad.
LBSD 01 (9:58:16 PM): if stupid peoople are happy,and you, brilliant person that you are, are miserable, who is really making the right choices here? Unless of course, you truly enjoy being miserable
MethodDan6 (9:58:57 PM)
: What choice? I didn't choose to come out of the womb or test tube or whatever with this big fucking brain!
MethodDan6 (9:59:42 PM): Hell, I didn't choose to come out to begin with! Given a choice I'd never have been born in the first place.
LBSD 01 (10:01:01 PM): ahh, but you ARE here........so wouldn't itmake more sense to make the best of a rotten situation, and perhaps actually enjoy your days here, than to hate your very existence?!
MethodDan6 (10:02:19 PM)
: I do them both, in spite of hating almost everything, I try to put it aside most of the time and enjoy myself a little, since I haven't yet gotten desperate enough to actually shoot myself. Though I will eventually, mark my words. When I'm like 55 and I have heart disease and lung cancer and shit I'll just blow my head off with a .45 and get it over with.
LBSD 01 (10:04:31 PM): i submitto you, that your misery is perhaps something you have come to enjoy........and have forgotten how to be happy, because you DECIDED some years ago that you had more to gain short term from being miserable
MethodDan6 (10:05:56 PM)
: Nah, I know how to be happy, I am occasionally, but usually I just have no reason to be.
LBSD 01 (10:08:52 PM): you have decided you will have heart disease and lung cancer when you older, and i submit, that your wish will come true!
LBSD 01 (10:09:13 PM)
: and you wont have any teenbopers to blame then
LBSD 01 (10:09:24 PM)
: although you may try
MethodDan6 (10:09:27 PM)
: Teenbopers? What the fuck do they have to do with anything?
LBSD 01 (10:09:42 PM): well whoever
LBSD 01 (10:09:59 PM)
: somebody other
MethodDan6 (10:10:08 PM)
: Fuck you, I don't need you telling me it's my fault that I'm not happy as a motherfucking clam.
LBSD 01 (10:10:21 PM): LOL
LBSD 01 (10:10:30 PM)
: fault
LBSD 01 (10:10:54 PM)
: i aint talkin fault
MethodDan6 (10:10:58 PM)
: Yes, that's what you're saying in so many words. Rather than agreeing it's because the world is fucked up, you're saying it's my decision, I'm bringing it on myself, it's my own fault, I have no one else to blame.
LBSD 01 (10:11:33 PM): anybody ever tell ya you are sorta defensive?
LBSD 01 (10:12:00 PM)
: so if i dont agree with you, im wrong?
MethodDan6 (10:12:05 PM)
: Exactly.
LBSD 01 (10:12:19 PM): ahhahhaa
MethodDan6 (10:12:29 PM)
: I realize, as much as I like to think otherwise, I don't know everything, but I'm opinionated and think I'm right until proven wrong.
LBSD 01 (10:13:31 PM): well i submit to you, Dan, that that, in a nutshell,is the source of your misery.
MethodDan6 (10:13:42 PM)
: What, my opinionation?
LBSD 01 (10:13:56 PM): your closed mind
LBSD 01 (10:14:14 PM)
: but mostly, your closed heart
LBSD 01 (10:14:29 PM)
: your closed doors
MethodDan6 (10:15:07 PM)
: Fuck that. I like myself enough to be confident in my own judgement, my own opinions, and I feel no need to let anyone change my mind.

Closed heart? Closed doors? What the fuck is that psychobabble bullshit?

LBSD 01 (10:15:29 PM): like yourselff?
LBSD 01 (10:15:31 PM)
: ha
MethodDan6 (10:15:43 PM)
: Yeah, I like myself better than most other people.
LBSD 01 (10:16:00 PM): people who like themselves , dont hate other people,
LBSD 01 (10:16:05 PM)
: period
MethodDan6 (10:16:39 PM)
: What the fuck do you know? You don't know me at all, don't tell me what I think.
LBSD 01 (10:17:44 PM): people who like themselves, have no reason to put other peoople down, because they view the world through a perspective of empathy and love
MethodDan6 (10:17:51 PM)
: That's bullshit.
LBSD 01 (10:17:56 PM): hahahaa
LBSD 01 (10:18:01 PM)
: ok
MethodDan6 (10:18:37 PM)
: There are plenty of people who like themselves, but don't like other people. Such as the Misanthropic Bitch, she seems to like herself just fine, but she hates people even more than I do.
LBSD 01 (10:19:04 PM): who?
MethodDan6 (10:20:13 PM)
: The Misanthropic Bitch, she does a web site. she's really smart, I recommend it to you: bitch.shutdown.com .

Admittedly though, i only like myself RELATIVE to everyone else. Like I said, I may be an idiot, but I'm not as much of an idiot as you.

LBSD 01 (10:21:08 PM): hahhha
LBSD 01 (10:21:15 PM)
: why am i an idiot?
MethodDan6 (10:21:31 PM)
: Because you expect me to take advice from you when I have no clue who the fuck you are, for one.
MethodDan6 (10:22:49 PM): Not to mention your penchant for condescending psychobabble. I hate that kind of shit, I believe in direct, honest communication with a minimum of linguistic wankery and polysyllaby.
LBSD 01 (10:23:02 PM): first o f all, i dont expect you to take advice from me,a nd secondly, what is the differnce where your advice comes from??
MethodDan6 (10:24:59 PM)
: Then why the fuck are you psychoanalyzing me and "submitting" (and here I use the quotes because I think it's pretensious of you to offer your advice like that) idiotic suggestions? And the difference is who it comes from, I take more kindly to advice when it's solicited and comes from someone I know and who's opinion I care about at least a little.
LBSD 01 (10:25:10 PM): i believe in direct honest communication too, really i do, but i submit to you that i am more honest than you are, because i am not engaging in name-callling and denial
MethodDan6 (10:26:42 PM)
: You are completely full of shit. For one thing, you don't have to "submit" a fucking thing to me, I'm not the management of a restaurant. For another, whatever name calling and denial you refer to, are simply my candid opinions.
LBSD 01 (10:26:44 PM): i doubt you would ever solicit anyones advice!
MethodDan6 (10:27:08 PM)
: I do when I have a problem, I just generally only solicit it from my friends.
LBSD 01 (10:27:22 PM): you have friends?
MethodDan6 (10:27:46 PM)
: I call people morons and imbeciles because that's what I think they are.

Damn fucking skippie I do! What the fuck did you think, I'm a fucking hermit?

LBSD 01 (10:27:51 PM): the management of a restaurant? you lost me
MethodDan6 (10:27:57 PM)
: Oh, whatever.
LBSD 01 (10:28:00 PM): LOL
MethodDan6 (10:29:57 PM)
: I am rather hermetical and antisocial in my habits, but even I crave a little social life. I'm a musician for fucks sakes, I need other people to play music with to pursue my life's work of playing in a rock'n'roll band. Not to mention the fact that social interaction is necessary to have a relationship with a girlfriend, especially a nonplatonic one. Even the most hardened misanthrope needs to get laid yanno.
LBSD 01 (10:31:23 PM): what does music do for ya?
MethodDan6 (10:31:52 PM)
: Everything, man! I love it, aside from being a computer geek, it's my life.
MethodDan6 (10:32:28 PM): All I really want to do with the rest of my life is play in a rock'n'roll band.
LBSD 01 (10:32:50 PM): but why?
MethodDan6 (10:33:05 PM)
: why what/
MethodDan6 (10:33:07 PM): ?
LBSD 01 (10:33:30 PM): why do you want to play in a band?
LBSD 01 (10:33:54 PM)
: why is it so important to you?
MethodDan6 (10:34:21 PM)
: because, offhand, the kind of music I'm into can't very well be performed alone.
LBSD 01 (10:35:19 PM): but why are you into this music? what does the music do for you?
MethodDan6 (10:36:05 PM)
: It can be recorded by one person, but it's all about playing live shows. Plus I'm attracted to the camaraderie of having two or three close friends that are my band mates, that I travel all over with and make records with and all that shit. When it comes to friends I'm all about quality, not quantity.
MethodDan6 (10:37:56 PM): What does it do for me? Shit, I dunno, I think I just have a naturally punk rock-inclined personality. It's simple, honest music, directly to the point, and it's individualistic, it's not created by corporations to make money and distract the masses, people do it because they love it and they need to express themselves.
LBSD 01 (10:38:45 PM): so what constitutes quality as a friend, in your view; is it someone who agrees with you?
MethodDan6 (10:39:33 PM)
: Yeah, a like minded person with similar tastes and attitudes, and who's just a good friend, is there for me and lets me be there for them.
MethodDan6 (10:41:21 PM): Although being like-minded includes a lot of individualism, a person who just agrees with whatever I say is useless, such a mindless sycophant I would just use and discard when I had no further need for them. A good friend generally thinks like me, but isn't afraid to call me on it when I'm being an asshole.
LBSD 01 (10:43:09 PM): so then, why do you keep callin me names, when i think i fullfill most of these criteria
MethodDan6 (10:44:19 PM)
: Because you annoy me. You condescend to me like I'm mentally deficient in some way, you tell me I've got no one to blame but myself for my problems, you refuse to tell me who the fuck you are and where you found me, and so on.
LBSD 01 (10:44:57 PM): hmmm
LBSD 01 (10:45:08 PM)
: how do i condescend to you?
MethodDan6 (10:45:52 PM)
: It's not a specific thing, you just generally talk to me like there's something wrong with ME, when in fact the rest of the world is what's fucked up.
LBSD 01 (10:46:18 PM): ohhhhhhhhh
LBSD 01 (10:46:27 PM)
: the rest of the world
MethodDan6 (10:46:32 PM)
: That's what I said.
LBSD 01 (10:47:09 PM): the whole godf=dammed rest of the world is fucked up, and you are just fine!!!!!!!!!
LBSD 01 (10:47:14 PM)
: hahahahahaha
MethodDan6 (10:47:21 PM)
: Pretty much. Don't laugh at me, motherfucker.
LBSD 01 (10:47:32 PM): i can laugh
LBSD 01 (10:47:41 PM)
: i am happy, i laugh a lot
MethodDan6 (10:47:53 PM)
: So do I, that's pretty meaningless.
LBSD 01 (10:47:57 PM): you are miserable
LBSD 01 (10:48:15 PM)
: you who makesmore sense here>?
MethodDan6 (10:48:22 PM)
: I just don't appreciate a psychobabbling mook like yourself laughing at my observations.
LBSD 01 (10:49:24 PM): i not laughtin at your observations, you fascinate me, but you like to call names to things, and label peoople you do not know, and , yes, i do think you c ause your own frustration.
LBSD 01 (10:49:31 PM)
: but i still like you,
LBSD 01 (10:49:36 PM)
: and respect you
LBSD 01 (10:49:41 PM)
: and love to talk to you
MethodDan6 (10:49:43 PM)
: This is why you are not my friend. My friends don't ridicule me when I talk about how fucked the world is, they know I'm right.
LBSD 01 (10:50:18 PM): i nteresteing how you see ridicule when it isnt there
MethodDan6 (10:50:27 PM)
: I call it as I see it, mate.
LBSD 01 (10:50:52 PM): i never ever even came close to ridiculing you, but you neverthe less saw it
LBSD 01 (10:51:16 PM)
: "they know I:"m right"
LBSD 01 (10:51:43 PM)
: thats what i was saying earlier, you seem to need to be right, but enough of that
MethodDan6 (10:51:47 PM)
: That's because I'm perceptive. When you laugh like that at something I said not in jest, it says 'ridicule' to me.
LBSD 01 (10:52:14 PM): being right doesnt make any progress anywho
LBSD 01 (10:52:42 PM)
: only makes people defensive, which closed conversations
MethodDan6 (10:52:56 PM)
: The classic excuse of the person who was wrong.
MethodDan6 (10:54:16 PM): I don't give a fuck about closed conversations or any of that new age bullshit. I say what I think, and anyone who doesn't like it can kiss my ass.
LBSD 01 (10:56:02 PM): ok , i kiss your ass
LBSD 01 (10:56:12 PM)
: so what?
LBSD 01 (10:56:26 PM)
: you haapppy now/
MethodDan6 (10:56:26 PM)
: it's a figure of speech, you twit.
LBSD 01 (10:57:19 PM): you have no desire to enjoy your few years on this earth? You would choose to be miserable.
LBSD 01 (10:58:02 PM)
: Too bad, but like you say, i can kiss you ass, you dont care what i think or anyone else thinks,
LBSD 01 (10:58:39 PM)
: fine,you obviously get something from being miserable and
MethodDan6 (10:58:48 PM)
: I don't choose to, I just am. I can't just flip my happy mood on like a light switch, I don't work that way, and I think people who do are either stupid or suspicious.
LBSD 01 (10:59:24 PM): oh i see, so if you cannot do itl those who can are stupid
MethodDan6 (11:00:14 PM)
: That's not how it works.
LBSD 01 (11:02:07 PM): perhaps those who have learned to switch on their happy switch are more evolved than the rest of us, and we are jealous,and try to make ourselves feel better by puttin them down
MethodDan6 (11:03:13 PM)
: I can't because I'm too smart to just be happy, I'm always aware of how fucked reality is, I can't be happy with that shit crowding my consciousness.

That's stupid. People who are just happy are that way because they don't know better. They're so stupid, all the reasons they shouldn't be happy just sink right through their sieve-like heads.

LBSD 01 (11:06:57 PM): so the natural state of intelligent people is misery
MethodDan6 (11:07:03 PM)
: yup.
LBSD 01 (11:07:54 PM): oh that is such bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MethodDan6 (11:08:15 PM)
: yeah? Well, fuck you too!
LBSD 01 (11:08:30 PM): course you have every right to choose your own miserable path
LBSD 01 (11:08:39 PM)
: but i choose to be happy
LBSD 01 (11:08:45 PM)
: and i am not stupid
MethodDan6 (11:08:55 PM)
: Better to be miserable from the brightness of the sun than be happy with your head stuck in the sand.
LBSD 01 (11:09:02 PM): although i coud care less who calls me so
LBSD 01 (11:09:36 PM)
: my head is in the sweet cool air, and i am happy
MethodDan6 (11:10:12 PM)
: bullshit. What planet do you live on? The air on Earth stinks and is riddled with pollution.
LBSD 01 (11:12:06 PM): my earth doesnt stink, its smells sweet and lovely
MethodDan6 (11:12:19 PM)
: dude, you're on crack.
LBSD 01 (11:12:38 PM): sorry, dont do nothin
LBSD 01 (11:12:51 PM)
: cept some booze sometimes
MethodDan6 (11:13:22 PM)
: You're just choosing to ignore the overwhelming negativity because you're afraid of it, you're afraid to face the unpleasantness of reality because it would puncture the happy little bubble you've put yourself in.
MethodDan6 (11:13:46 PM): Understandable, but contemptible as well.
LBSD 01 (11:14:07 PM): i ignore nothing
MethodDan6 (11:14:33 PM)
: ignore, disregard, whatever.
LBSD 01 (11:15:12 PM): and am not afraid to face the unpleasantness of the world, I just choose to concentrate on all the good stuff, which you have chosen to ignore
LBSD 01 (11:15:51 PM)
: and i spend my life trying to fix , in anyh way i can, the bad
MethodDan6 (11:16:01 PM)
: Waste of time.
MethodDan6 (11:16:25 PM): You can't stop entropy. It's like trying to create world peace, it can't be done because it contradicts human nature.
LBSD 01 (11:16:51 PM): bullshit
MethodDan6 (11:17:46 PM)
: It does. People are violent by nature, if they don't have anything important to fight over they'll make something up.
LBSD 01 (11:17:53 PM): entropy is a concept conceived by people too lazy and unimaginative to change the world
MethodDan6 (11:18:54 PM)
: Fuck you. It's not a concept invented by people, it's a universal phenomenon, like a dead body rotting or a rock being eroded by the elements.
LBSD 01 (11:19:42 PM): bullshit.....I have never done a violent thing in my life.....
MethodDan6 (11:21:00 PM)
: That's because you've been trained not to. I'm the same, I've been trained from a very young age to contain my violent urges, it's prevented me from defending myself on many occasions.
LBSD 01 (11:21:41 PM): well, sorry, i dont have any violent urges!
MethodDan6 (11:22:02 PM)
: To this day I can only hit a person with the serious intention to harm them if I feel genuinely threatened.
MethodDan6 (11:22:32 PM): That's just strange. Don't you EVER want to harm a person? Seldom does a week go by that I don't feel like kicking someone in the face.
LBSD 01 (11:22:46 PM): and i think its a universal phenomonen because that is what they have been taught, reguardless of where they are
LBSD 01 (11:22:55 PM)
: never
LBSD 01 (11:22:58 PM)
: never
LBSD 01 (11:23:00 PM)
: never
LBSD 01 (11:23:03 PM)
: not ever
MethodDan6 (11:23:22 PM)
: Psh, that's believable. When you repeat yourself like that it's hard to believe.
MethodDan6 (11:23:38 PM): So what's your fucking point anyway?
LBSD 01 (11:23:54 PM): ok, whatever, but it is nevertheless the truth
MethodDan6 (11:24:02 PM)
: No it isn't.
LBSD 01 (11:24:11 PM): yes it is
LBSD 01 (11:24:38 PM)
: and you saying it isnt doesnt change it
LBSD 01 (11:25:23 PM)
: muy point is, that feelings of agression come about because of things we tell ourselves are true, and they are lies
MethodDan6 (11:25:36 PM)
: Fuck you. I'm losing patience with your shit. Who the fuck are you? I want a name, a location, and how you're connected to me.
LBSD 01 (11:26:56 PM): or what?
LBSD 01 (11:27:04 PM)
: i am so scared
MethodDan6 (11:27:16 PM)
: Or I'll ignore you or something. I don't need your sarcasm, either.
LBSD 01 (11:27:23 PM): sorry
LBSD 01 (11:27:56 PM)
: but you r demands are kinda funny
LBSD 01 (11:28:03 PM)
: sheeesh
MethodDan6 (11:28:19 PM)
: Not really, I want to know who the fuck I'm talking to.
LBSD 01 (11:28:25 PM): why?
MethodDan6 (11:28:45 PM)
: Because I'm curious, who told you to bother me in the first place?
LBSD 01 (11:28:49 PM): Hey! I'm an angel!
LBSD 01 (11:29:00 PM)
: Sent from God!\
MethodDan6 (11:29:04 PM)
: What the fuck do you mean, an angel?
LBSD 01 (11:29:28 PM): to help you find peace!
MethodDan6 (11:29:38 PM)
: Surely you're kidding.
LBSD 01 (11:30:12 PM): wouldnt you like to be happy? Just for a few days maybe?????????
MethodDan6 (11:30:35 PM)
: For a few days would suck, after that I'd spend the rest of my life vainly trying to get back there.

If you want to help me find peace, grant me better chops and a kickass girlfriend.

LBSD 01 (11:30:53 PM): wrong place, pal
LBSD 01 (11:31:34 PM)
: (anyway, you'll find no kickass girlfriend with your lousy attitude)
MethodDan6 (11:31:46 PM)
: what do you mean, wrong place? If you're a fuckin angel that shouldn't be too hard to grant me. It's not like I'm asking to rule the world or anything. In fact, I'll find a girlfriend myself, just make me a good musician.
MethodDan6 (11:32:01 PM): Like hell, I know like half a dozen chicks who would happily jump my bones given the chance.
LBSD 01 (11:32:50 PM): jumpin your bones dont mean much buddy, you can probably find a thousand who would do it
LBSD 01 (11:32:58 PM)
: still wouldnt be happy
MethodDan6 (11:33:25 PM)
: In fact, the only reasons why I don't have a girlfriend is cos I don't want to deal with her psycho mum and I don't want to be committed to someone who may never put out. I feel like an asshole for placing importance on it, but I'm a young guy, I need ass.

Fuck you, I've only found a few who would, and it would make me a little happier just to get some.

LBSD 01 (11:34:36 PM): i mean wrong place, cuz your music comes from INSIDE, and no one else can give it to you, you already have it, just havenet found it yet
MethodDan6 (11:34:48 PM)
: I know that, I was talking about technical chops.
LBSD 01 (11:34:59 PM): same thing
MethodDan6 (11:35:02 PM)
: Not true.
LBSD 01 (11:35:08 PM): ttrue
MethodDan6 (11:35:18 PM)
: There's a difference between creating good music and having chops.
LBSD 01 (11:35:23 PM): practice and soul
MethodDan6 (11:35:46 PM)
: Exactly, one comes from just spending a lot of time practicing or having innate talent, one comes from inside.
LBSD 01 (11:36:28 PM): right, so no one else can give it to you, not even an angel!
LBSD 01 (11:36:49 PM)
: everything you need is inside you already
LBSD 01 (11:36:57 PM)
: you just dont know it yet
LBSD 01 (11:37:06 PM)
: everything
MethodDan6 (11:37:12 PM)
: No, I just meant the technical musicianship, not the artistry.
LBSD 01 (11:37:22 PM): practice
LBSD 01 (11:37:29 PM)
: and study the masters
MethodDan6 (11:37:45 PM)
: Fuck that, the point is to save me the time and work of all that practice and reading and shit.
LBSD 01 (11:39:10 PM): ah,, but why would you want to do that? dont you know that the joy is always in the journey? Never is the pleasure in having reached the goal! Its gettin there !
MethodDan6 (11:40:29 PM)
: Don't tell me what to think, you fucking punkass.
LBSD 01 (11:40:55 PM): ok,
LBSD 01 (11:41:11 PM)
: I've got to go now
LBSD 01 (11:41:27 PM)
: Im sure youre glad to hear
MethodDan6 (11:41:31 PM)
: The point isn't enjoying the learning, I just want to be better at playing my bass.
MethodDan6 (11:41:35 PM): Fine, whatever.
LBSD 01 (11:42:07 PM): you will be better, when you learn to love the process of learning
LBSD 01 (11:42:25 PM)
: that is the purpose of music
MethodDan6 (11:42:33 PM)
: Oh, fuck up.
LBSD 01 (11:42:36 PM): goodnight dan
MethodDan6 (11:42:41 PM)
: So long.
LBSD 01 (11:42:43 PM): blessings ot your
MethodDan6 (11:42:45 PM)
: *waves middle finger*
LBSD 01 (11:42:48 PM): to you
LBSD 01 (11:42:55 PM)
: love
MethodDan6 (11:43:52 PM)
: whatever.
LBSD 01 (11:44:18 PM): goodnight danny
LBSD 01 (11:44:33 PM): have a wonderful day tomorrow
MethodDan6 (11:44:51 PM): fine, go away.
LBSD 01 signed off at 11:57:52 PM.
LBSD 01 signed off at 12:29:47 AM.