LBSD 01 (7:23:21 PM): good evening, Dan
MethodDan6 (8:29:31 PM): Yeah?
LBSD 01 (8:30:15 PM): so, how the hell are ya?
MethodDan6 (8:30:36 PM): not too shabby, I got a
new computer a few days ago, and I just had a
yummy dinner.
LBSD 01 (8:31:29 PM): what did you have?
MethodDan6 (8:31:43 PM): A chicken sandwich, no
mayo, curly fries, and a Coke.
LBSD 01 (8:32:45 PM): ok, well that's kinda not
too exciting!
MethodDan6 (8:33:00 PM): No shit, I just said it was
yummy, that's all.
LBSD 01 (8:33:47 PM): glad you liked it!
MethodDan6 (8:33:52 PM): mm hmm.
LBSD 01 (8:33:54 PM): did you cook it?
MethodDan6 (8:34:02 PM): Fuck no, I went to
Arby's.
LBSD 01 (8:34:08 PM): ahhha
LBSD 01 (8:34:25 PM): i had , incase you are
interested,........
MethodDan6 (8:34:34 PM): Nope.
LBSD 01 (8:34:51 PM): ok,,,,,,,never mind........
MethodDan6 (8:35:30 PM): I might give a fuck if I
KNEW you, but I have no idea who or what the
fuck you are, so I couldn't really care less.
LBSD 01 (8:36:29 PM): ok, so i have to pass
certain criteria in order for you to care about
what i have for dinner!
MethodDan6 (8:36:38 PM): In a way, yeah.
LBSD 01 (8:37:11 PM): maybe i shoudn't say
"care" but instead "be interested"
MethodDan6 (8:37:50 PM): Like I believe I told you,
I couldn't give a fuck about anything pertaining to
you until you give me a reason why I should.
Refusing to identify yourself does not exact inspire
respect from me.
LBSD 01 (8:38:26 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (8:38:52 PM): so lets say i "identify
myself"
MethodDan6 (8:39:13 PM): okay...
LBSD 01 (8:39:43 PM): what if i identify myself as
, lets say , bill clinton
LBSD 01 (8:39:52 PM): would you "respect' me
then?
MethodDan6 (8:40:59 PM): Then i'd think you're full
of shit. And even if you were, that wouldn't help
much. It might garner a little respect, but it wouldn't
make me like you. And why the quotes around
"identify yourself" and "respect"? That's insulting.
LBSD 01 (8:41:26 PM): oh im sorry'
LBSD 01 (8:41:37 PM): i meant no disrespect,
really
MethodDan6 (8:41:39 PM): Fine.
LBSD 01 (8:41:53 PM): i was mereyly quoting
what you said
LBSD 01 (8:42:55 PM): like this, for instance: "..it
would't make me like you.."
LBSD 01 (8:43:12 PM): I have the feeling, (and I
could be totally wrong)
LBSD 01 (8:43:34 PM): that you wouldn't like me
no matter what i said!
MethodDan6 (8:43:39 PM): No shit, but when you
use the quotation marks, it adds a mocking tone,
like you don't think what I had to say about the
things in quotes was valid. I'm sure that's not what
you meant, or at least that's your story and you're
sticking to it, so whatever.
MethodDan6 (8:43:53 PM): Probably, unless you're
someone I already know.
LBSD 01 (8:44:01 PM): hmnmmmm
LBSD 01 (8:44:17 PM): no, Dan, no mocking here,
absolutely none
LBSD 01 (8:44:46 PM): i have absolute respect for
you, as far as I know you
LBSD 01 (8:45:07 PM): and i do not b.s. , dont
know how
LBSD 01 (8:45:15 PM): maybe thats why i like you
so much
MethodDan6 (8:45:37 PM): Fine. When you
overemphasize like that, though, it sounds sarcastic.
Just a tip in nonspoken communication.
So far I think you're some jackhole who fancies
himself a psychologist and thinks I need help. I can't
imagine why you respect me, you don't know me
really, you don't seem to agree with my ideology,
you don't seem to have anything in common with
me.
LBSD 01 (8:46:21 PM): ok, like can you give me
an example of what i did with the quotes that
irritated you?
MethodDan6 (8:48:56 PM): Like, putting "respect" in
quotes irritates me because it suggests that you don't
believe that my disrespect for you is valid, like
you're just humoring me because I'm a psychopath
and you don't want to contradict me. Which is
bullshit, because I genuinely have no reason to
respect or care about you in the least, as such things
must be earned and you have yet to earn them.
Simply being nice and acting like you care about me
doesn't get you anything from me, I'm too cynical to
buy it.
MethodDan6 (8:49:46 PM): In fact, I'm wondering
why you give a fuck at all. Did you just find me at
random, or do you know someone I know?
LBSD 01 (8:51:13 PM): hmmm
LBSD 01 (8:51:23 PM): ok, intersting
MethodDan6 (8:51:32 PM): Answer the fucking
question.
LBSD 01 (8:51:42 PM): which one?
MethodDan6 (8:51:53 PM): Did you just find me at
random, or do you know someone I know?
LBSD 01 (8:51:58 PM): how does one earn your
respect?
LBSD 01 (8:52:22 PM): who do you respect?
LBSD 01 (8:54:14 PM): do you think i have some
sort of ulterior motive for even speaking to
you?
LBSD 01 (8:54:37 PM): why cannot you just enjoy
a conversation with another human being?
MethodDan6 (8:55:25 PM): That's for you to figure
out, if you care to do it. Because, firstly, it's not
supposed to be an easy feat, and secondly, I don't
know exactly, but it helps to approach me as a peer
and an equal, rather than a condescending try-hard
psychoanalyst.
I'm not sure, but I wouldn't doubt it. I doubt you
have anything tangible to gain, but I think you just
fancy yourself a good Samaritan helping the poor
misanthrope feel good about the wretched plague on
the face of the earth we call humanity.
LBSD 01 (8:57:02 PM): hahaha
LBSD 01 (8:57:07 PM): you are brilliant!
LBSD 01 (8:57:13 PM): i love your prose!
MethodDan6 (8:57:18 PM): Thank you, I know I
rule.
LBSD 01 (8:57:24 PM): absolutely
MethodDan6 (8:58:38 PM): I'm sure you can imagine
why I'm a misanthrope then. I know I'm not the
shiniest apple in the barrel, but compared to the
teeming masses of imbeciles cluttering the
landscape, I'm goddamned Albert Einstein.
LBSD 01 (8:59:32 PM): i cerainly
agree.....................................ok, so if i must
approach you as a peer and an equal (thats just a
direct quote), i must know what you would even
consider a peer
MethodDan6 (9:04:11 PM): Technically, any young
person is one of my peers, but I'm describing the
sort I'm actually not ashamed to be among: A young
person (mid teens to early twenties), individualistic,
honest, reasonably intelligent, enough so to see
through the giddy, vacuous optimism prevalent in
mainstream youth culture and see the real world for
what it is: so thoroughly riddled with greed,
corruption, bureaucracy, hypocrisy, and just plain
idiocy that life is barely worth living, and certainly
not worth forcing more innocent children to live
through.
LBSD 01 (9:05:37 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (9:07:09 PM): s=so when you say , the
reall world for what it is, how did you you reach
this vision? Since it IS your vision
MethodDan6 (9:10:06 PM): Like most cynics, I
reached this vision through disillusionment, even my
meager exposure to real life was enough to teach me
that real life is harsh, not to mention just living for 18
years and absorbing and observing human nature.
MethodDan6 (9:11:25 PM): When you live a
sheltered little idyllic suburban existance, it's easy to
be shocked by a bit of brutal violence or gore or
just plain genuine suffering.
LBSD 01 (9:12:04 PM): yes,,,,,is true,,,,,,,but is
that a bad thing to youF?
MethodDan6 (9:12:11 PM): Is what a bad thing?
LBSD 01 (9:12:45 PM): is it a bad thing to be
shocked because of lack of exposure to
violence?
MethodDan6 (9:14:21 PM): Yeah. It's better to be
desensitized, because then reality is easier to deal
with. People haven't always been so sheltered, even
a few meager centuries ago most people had
watched a person die by the time they were my age.
LBSD 01 (9:16:13 PM): how do you know this?
MethodDan6 (9:16:37 PM): I read.
LBSD 01 (9:17:29 PM): ok, so lets say your
perspective of young people is true.....
MethodDan6 (9:18:25 PM): What perspective?
LBSD 01 (9:18:30 PM): if they have been exposed
to what you consider a sheltered little idyllic
suburban existance
LBSD 01 (9:19:13 PM): . how are they t o blame
for the environment in which they were brought
up>?
MethodDan6 (9:20:05 PM): *shrug* They're not, but
I feel no need to make excuses for them.
LBSD 01 (9:22:29 PM): i guess i dont thing anyone
would probably ask you to make excuses for
them, I agree with you, I think about all of us
takin responsibility for our own stuff........
LBSD 01 (9:22:39 PM): but.....
LBSD 01 (9:23:36 PM): i guess it doesn't make
sense to me to blame them either for that which
they had no control
MethodDan6 (9:25:46 PM): psh, i don't care.
LBSD 01 (9:27:29 PM): dont care about what?
MethodDan6 (9:27:56 PM): I don't care whether it's
their fault, I call it as I see it. An idiot is an idiot,
whether or not it's their fault.
LBSD 01 (9:29:10 PM): all righty then
LBSD 01 (9:29:25 PM): what if somebody calls you
an idiot?fo
MethodDan6 (9:29:38 PM): I don't give a fuck if they
think I'm an idiot.
LBSD 01 (9:29:44 PM): does that still applY
LBSD 01 (9:29:53 PM): hmm
MethodDan6 (9:29:56 PM): Still apply when?
LBSD 01 (9:30:40 PM): well would you be an idiot
wht=ether or not its your fault?
MethodDan6 (9:31:39 PM): It's irrelevant because
I'm not an idiot. But if I do something stupid, if i fuck
up, I generally won't make excuses for myself,
unless I've actually got an excuse.
LBSD 01 (9:32:15 PM): How do you define idiot?
MethodDan6 (9:32:57 PM): Someone who says or
does things that don't make sense, are ineffective, or
are just plain stupid.
LBSD 01 (9:34:05 PM): so that makes them a bad
person to you, and they dont deserve to live/
MethodDan6 (9:34:49 PM): Not necessarily that
harsh, but it makes them unworthy of my respect.
You have to be pretty stupid to be worth less than
the resources you consume, and hence worthy of
the ax.
LBSD 01 (9:40:44 PM): ok
LBSD 01 (9:41:12 PM): so if you are worth less
than the resources that you consume,
MethodDan6 (9:41:43 PM): Basically.
LBSD 01 (9:42:06 PM): what do you think that
person should do with him/herself?
MethodDan6 (9:42:42 PM): Do us all a favor and
destroy themselves, or at least have themselves
sterilized to avoid passing on their inferior genes.
LBSD 01 (9:42:50 PM): should they die/dissapear?
kill themself? try to change to please you?
MethodDan6 (9:43:00 PM): Any of the above.
LBSD 01 (9:44:07 PM): so , tell me something dan,
do you feel an kinship for hitler.
MethodDan6 (9:44:15 PM): Not at all. In fact, I'm
half Jewish.
LBSD 01 (9:44:44 PM): you being jewishe has
nothing to do with my question, as far as i can
tell
LBSD 01 (9:45:10 PM): but your philosophy
sounds very similar
MethodDan6 (9:45:18 PM): He was a bigot, not a
misanthrope.
MethodDan6 (9:45:37 PM): People are all idiots,
regardless of the demographics that separate them.
LBSD 01 (9:50:55 PM): does that include you?
MethodDan6 (9:51:44 PM): Yeah, but I'm not as big
of an idiot.
LBSD 01 (9:52:03 PM): who says?
MethodDan6 (9:52:16 PM): I'm a dumbass, but not
as severely as most other people.
Says me.
LBSD 01 (9:53:04 PM): so yo think you are
superior to everyone else?
MethodDan6 (9:53:10 PM): Not everyone, but most
people.
LBSD 01 (9:53:42 PM): ahhh, so if you areso
superior, why the hell are you so goddam
miserable?
MethodDan6 (9:54:39 PM): Because being smart
doesn't make me happy. In fact, I envy stupid
people their numbness to how depressing reality is.
LBSD 01 (9:55:30 PM): allright, then if you envy
them, perhaps that is why you seeminly gain so
much pleasure from putting them down?
MethodDan6 (9:55:58 PM): Stupid people's lives
revolve around shit like PTA meetings and glee club
and rush parties and fingering cheerleaders in movie
theatres, they're too dumb to know what's really up,
they just bumble through life without knowing what's
up. Ignorance truly is bliss.
MethodDan6 (9:56:45 PM): No doubt, I hate them
because not only do they often make my life less
pleasant with their idiocy, but because their lives are
better than mine due to their lacking the burden of
an intellect more powerful than a Caesar salad.
LBSD 01 (9:58:16 PM): if stupid peoople are
happy,and you, brilliant person that you are,
are miserable, who is really making the right
choices here? Unless of course, you truly enjoy
being miserable
MethodDan6 (9:58:57 PM): What choice? I didn't
choose to come out of the womb or test tube or
whatever with this big fucking brain!
MethodDan6 (9:59:42 PM): Hell, I didn't choose to
come out to begin with! Given a choice I'd never
have been born in the first place.
LBSD 01 (10:01:01 PM): ahh, but you ARE
here........so wouldn't itmake more sense to
make the best of a rotten situation, and
perhaps actually enjoy your days here, than to
hate your very existence?!
MethodDan6 (10:02:19 PM): I do them both, in spite
of hating almost everything, I try to put it aside most
of the time and enjoy myself a little, since I haven't
yet gotten desperate enough to actually shoot
myself. Though I will eventually, mark my words.
When I'm like 55 and I have heart disease and lung
cancer and shit I'll just blow my head off with a .45
and get it over with.
LBSD 01 (10:04:31 PM): i submitto you, that your
misery is perhaps something you have come to
enjoy........and have forgotten how to be happy,
because you DECIDED some years ago that
you had more to gain short term from being
miserable
MethodDan6 (10:05:56 PM): Nah, I know how to be
happy, I am occasionally, but usually I just have no
reason to be.
LBSD 01 (10:08:52 PM): you have decided you will
have heart disease and lung cancer when you
older, and i submit, that your wish will come
true!
LBSD 01 (10:09:13 PM): and you wont have any
teenbopers to blame then
LBSD 01 (10:09:24 PM): although you may try
MethodDan6 (10:09:27 PM): Teenbopers? What the
fuck do they have to do with anything?
LBSD 01 (10:09:42 PM): well whoever
LBSD 01 (10:09:59 PM): somebody other
MethodDan6 (10:10:08 PM): Fuck you, I don't need
you telling me it's my fault that I'm not happy as a
motherfucking clam.
LBSD 01 (10:10:21 PM): LOL
LBSD 01 (10:10:30 PM): fault
LBSD 01 (10:10:54 PM): i aint talkin fault
MethodDan6 (10:10:58 PM): Yes, that's what you're
saying in so many words. Rather than agreeing it's
because the world is fucked up, you're saying it's my
decision, I'm bringing it on myself, it's my own fault,
I have no one else to blame.
LBSD 01 (10:11:33 PM): anybody ever tell ya you
are sorta defensive?
LBSD 01 (10:12:00 PM): so if i dont agree with
you, im wrong?
MethodDan6 (10:12:05 PM): Exactly.
LBSD 01 (10:12:19 PM): ahhahhaa
MethodDan6 (10:12:29 PM): I realize, as much as I
like to think otherwise, I don't know everything, but
I'm opinionated and think I'm right until proven
wrong.
LBSD 01 (10:13:31 PM): well i submit to you, Dan,
that that, in a nutshell,is the source of your
misery.
MethodDan6 (10:13:42 PM): What, my opinionation?
LBSD 01 (10:13:56 PM): your closed mind
LBSD 01 (10:14:14 PM): but mostly, your closed
heart
LBSD 01 (10:14:29 PM): your closed doors
MethodDan6 (10:15:07 PM): Fuck that. I like myself
enough to be confident in my own judgement, my
own opinions, and I feel no need to let anyone
change my mind.
Closed heart? Closed doors? What the fuck is that
psychobabble bullshit?
LBSD 01 (10:15:29 PM): like yourselff?
LBSD 01 (10:15:31 PM): ha
MethodDan6 (10:15:43 PM): Yeah, I like myself
better than most other people.
LBSD 01 (10:16:00 PM): people who like
themselves , dont hate other people,
LBSD 01 (10:16:05 PM): period
MethodDan6 (10:16:39 PM): What the fuck do you
know? You don't know me at all, don't tell me what
I think.
LBSD 01 (10:17:44 PM): people who like
themselves, have no reason to put other
peoople down, because they view the world
through a perspective of empathy and love
MethodDan6 (10:17:51 PM): That's bullshit.
LBSD 01 (10:17:56 PM): hahahaa
LBSD 01 (10:18:01 PM): ok
MethodDan6 (10:18:37 PM): There are plenty of
people who like themselves, but don't like other
people. Such as the Misanthropic Bitch, she seems
to like herself just fine, but she hates people even
more than I do.
LBSD 01 (10:19:04 PM): who?
MethodDan6 (10:20:13 PM): The Misanthropic
Bitch, she does a web site. she's really smart, I
recommend it to you: bitch.shutdown.com .
Admittedly though, i only like myself RELATIVE to
everyone else. Like I said, I may be an idiot, but I'm
not as much of an idiot as you.
LBSD 01 (10:21:08 PM): hahhha
LBSD 01 (10:21:15 PM): why am i an idiot?
MethodDan6 (10:21:31 PM): Because you expect me
to take advice from you when I have no clue who
the fuck you are, for one.
MethodDan6 (10:22:49 PM): Not to mention your
penchant for condescending psychobabble. I hate
that kind of shit, I believe in direct, honest
communication with a minimum of linguistic wankery
and polysyllaby.
LBSD 01 (10:23:02 PM): first o f all, i dont expect
you to take advice from me,a nd secondly, what
is the differnce where your advice comes
from??
MethodDan6 (10:24:59 PM): Then why the fuck are
you psychoanalyzing me and "submitting" (and here I
use the quotes because I think it's pretensious of you
to offer your advice like that) idiotic suggestions?
And the difference is who it comes from, I take
more kindly to advice when it's solicited and comes
from someone I know and who's opinion I care
about at least a little.
LBSD 01 (10:25:10 PM): i believe in direct honest
communication too, really i do, but i submit to
you that i am more honest than you are,
because i am not engaging in name-callling and
denial
MethodDan6 (10:26:42 PM): You are completely full
of shit. For one thing, you don't have to "submit" a
fucking thing to me, I'm not the management of a
restaurant. For another, whatever name calling and
denial you refer to, are simply my candid opinions.
LBSD 01 (10:26:44 PM): i doubt you would ever
solicit anyones advice!
MethodDan6 (10:27:08 PM): I do when I have a
problem, I just generally only solicit it from my
friends.
LBSD 01 (10:27:22 PM): you have friends?
MethodDan6 (10:27:46 PM): I call people morons
and imbeciles because that's what I think they are.
Damn fucking skippie I do! What the fuck did you
think, I'm a fucking hermit?
LBSD 01 (10:27:51 PM): the management of a
restaurant? you lost me
MethodDan6 (10:27:57 PM): Oh, whatever.
LBSD 01 (10:28:00 PM): LOL
MethodDan6 (10:29:57 PM): I am rather hermetical
and antisocial in my habits, but even I crave a little
social life. I'm a musician for fucks sakes, I need
other people to play music with to pursue my life's
work of playing in a rock'n'roll band. Not to
mention the fact that social interaction is necessary
to have a relationship with a girlfriend, especially a
nonplatonic one. Even the most hardened
misanthrope needs to get laid yanno.
LBSD 01 (10:31:23 PM): what does music do for
ya?
MethodDan6 (10:31:52 PM): Everything, man! I love
it, aside from being a computer geek, it's my life.
MethodDan6 (10:32:28 PM): All I really want to do
with the rest of my life is play in a rock'n'roll band.
LBSD 01 (10:32:50 PM): but why?
MethodDan6 (10:33:05 PM): why what/
MethodDan6 (10:33:07 PM): ?
LBSD 01 (10:33:30 PM): why do you want to play
in a band?
LBSD 01 (10:33:54 PM): why is it so important to
you?
MethodDan6 (10:34:21 PM): because, offhand, the
kind of music I'm into can't very well be performed
alone.
LBSD 01 (10:35:19 PM): but why are you into this
music? what does the music do for you?
MethodDan6 (10:36:05 PM): It can be recorded by
one person, but it's all about playing live shows. Plus
I'm attracted to the camaraderie of having two or
three close friends that are my band mates, that I
travel all over with and make records with and all
that shit. When it comes to friends I'm all about
quality, not quantity.
MethodDan6 (10:37:56 PM): What does it do for
me? Shit, I dunno, I think I just have a naturally
punk rock-inclined personality. It's simple, honest
music, directly to the point, and it's individualistic, it's
not created by corporations to make money and
distract the masses, people do it because they love it
and they need to express themselves.
LBSD 01 (10:38:45 PM): so what constitutes
quality as a friend, in your view; is it someone
who agrees with you?
MethodDan6 (10:39:33 PM): Yeah, a like minded
person with similar tastes and attitudes, and who's
just a good friend, is there for me and lets me be
there for them.
MethodDan6 (10:41:21 PM): Although being
like-minded includes a lot of individualism, a person
who just agrees with whatever I say is useless, such
a mindless sycophant I would just use and discard
when I had no further need for them. A good friend
generally thinks like me, but isn't afraid to call me on
it when I'm being an asshole.
LBSD 01 (10:43:09 PM): so then, why do you keep
callin me names, when i think i fullfill most of
these criteria
MethodDan6 (10:44:19 PM): Because you annoy me.
You condescend to me like I'm mentally deficient in
some way, you tell me I've got no one to blame but
myself for my problems, you refuse to tell me who
the fuck you are and where you found me, and so
on.
LBSD 01 (10:44:57 PM): hmmm
LBSD 01 (10:45:08 PM): how do i condescend to
you?
MethodDan6 (10:45:52 PM): It's not a specific thing,
you just generally talk to me like there's something
wrong with ME, when in fact the rest of the world is
what's fucked up.
LBSD 01 (10:46:18 PM): ohhhhhhhhh
LBSD 01 (10:46:27 PM): the rest of the world
MethodDan6 (10:46:32 PM): That's what I said.
LBSD 01 (10:47:09 PM): the whole godf=dammed
rest of the world is fucked up, and you are just
fine!!!!!!!!!
LBSD 01 (10:47:14 PM): hahahahahaha
MethodDan6 (10:47:21 PM): Pretty much. Don't
laugh at me, motherfucker.
LBSD 01 (10:47:32 PM): i can laugh
LBSD 01 (10:47:41 PM): i am happy, i laugh a lot
MethodDan6 (10:47:53 PM): So do I, that's pretty
meaningless.
LBSD 01 (10:47:57 PM): you are miserable
LBSD 01 (10:48:15 PM): you who makesmore
sense here>?
MethodDan6 (10:48:22 PM): I just don't appreciate a
psychobabbling mook like yourself laughing at my
observations.
LBSD 01 (10:49:24 PM): i not laughtin at your
observations, you fascinate me, but you like to
call names to things, and label peoople you do
not know, and , yes, i do think you c ause your
own frustration.
LBSD 01 (10:49:31 PM): but i still like you,
LBSD 01 (10:49:36 PM): and respect you
LBSD 01 (10:49:41 PM): and love to talk to you
MethodDan6 (10:49:43 PM): This is why you are not
my friend. My friends don't ridicule me when I talk
about how fucked the world is, they know I'm right.
LBSD 01 (10:50:18 PM): i nteresteing how you see
ridicule when it isnt there
MethodDan6 (10:50:27 PM): I call it as I see it, mate.
LBSD 01 (10:50:52 PM): i never ever even came
close to ridiculing you, but you neverthe less
saw it
LBSD 01 (10:51:16 PM): "they know I:"m right"
LBSD 01 (10:51:43 PM): thats what i was saying
earlier, you seem to need to be right, but
enough of that
MethodDan6 (10:51:47 PM): That's because I'm
perceptive. When you laugh like that at something I
said not in jest, it says 'ridicule' to me.
LBSD 01 (10:52:14 PM): being right doesnt make
any progress anywho
LBSD 01 (10:52:42 PM): only makes people
defensive, which closed conversations
MethodDan6 (10:52:56 PM): The classic excuse of
the person who was wrong.
MethodDan6 (10:54:16 PM): I don't give a fuck
about closed conversations or any of that new age
bullshit. I say what I think, and anyone who doesn't
like it can kiss my ass.
LBSD 01 (10:56:02 PM): ok , i kiss your ass
LBSD 01 (10:56:12 PM): so what?
LBSD 01 (10:56:26 PM): you haapppy now/
MethodDan6 (10:56:26 PM): it's a figure of speech,
you twit.
LBSD 01 (10:57:19 PM): you have no desire to
enjoy your few years on this earth? You would
choose to be miserable.
LBSD 01 (10:58:02 PM): Too bad, but like you say,
i can kiss you ass, you dont care what i think or
anyone else thinks,
LBSD 01 (10:58:39 PM): fine,you obviously get
something from being miserable and
MethodDan6 (10:58:48 PM): I don't choose to, I just
am. I can't just flip my happy mood on like a light
switch, I don't work that way, and I think people
who do are either stupid or suspicious.
LBSD 01 (10:59:24 PM): oh i see, so if you cannot
do itl those who can are stupid
MethodDan6 (11:00:14 PM): That's not how it
works.
LBSD 01 (11:02:07 PM): perhaps those who have
learned to switch on their happy switch are
more evolved than the rest of us, and we are
jealous,and try to make ourselves feel better
by puttin them down
MethodDan6 (11:03:13 PM): I can't because I'm too
smart to just be happy, I'm always aware of how
fucked reality is, I can't be happy with that shit
crowding my consciousness.
That's stupid. People who are just happy are that
way because they don't know better. They're so
stupid, all the reasons they shouldn't be happy just
sink right through their sieve-like heads.
LBSD 01 (11:06:57 PM): so the natural state of
intelligent people is misery
MethodDan6 (11:07:03 PM): yup.
LBSD 01 (11:07:54 PM): oh that is such
bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MethodDan6 (11:08:15 PM): yeah? Well, fuck you
too!
LBSD 01 (11:08:30 PM): course you have every
right to choose your own miserable path
LBSD 01 (11:08:39 PM): but i choose to be happy
LBSD 01 (11:08:45 PM): and i am not stupid
MethodDan6 (11:08:55 PM): Better to be miserable
from the brightness of the sun than be happy with
your head stuck in the sand.
LBSD 01 (11:09:02 PM): although i coud care less
who calls me so
LBSD 01 (11:09:36 PM): my head is in the sweet
cool air, and i am happy
MethodDan6 (11:10:12 PM): bullshit. What planet do
you live on? The air on Earth stinks and is riddled
with pollution.
LBSD 01 (11:12:06 PM): my earth doesnt stink, its
smells sweet and lovely
MethodDan6 (11:12:19 PM): dude, you're on crack.
LBSD 01 (11:12:38 PM): sorry, dont do nothin
LBSD 01 (11:12:51 PM): cept some booze
sometimes
MethodDan6 (11:13:22 PM): You're just choosing to
ignore the overwhelming negativity because you're
afraid of it, you're afraid to face the unpleasantness
of reality because it would puncture the happy little
bubble you've put yourself in.
MethodDan6 (11:13:46 PM): Understandable, but
contemptible as well.
LBSD 01 (11:14:07 PM): i ignore nothing
MethodDan6 (11:14:33 PM): ignore, disregard,
whatever.
LBSD 01 (11:15:12 PM): and am not afraid to face
the unpleasantness of the world, I just choose
to concentrate on all the good stuff, which you
have chosen to ignore
LBSD 01 (11:15:51 PM): and i spend my life trying
to fix , in anyh way i can, the bad
MethodDan6 (11:16:01 PM): Waste of time.
MethodDan6 (11:16:25 PM): You can't stop entropy.
It's like trying to create world peace, it can't be
done because it contradicts human nature.
LBSD 01 (11:16:51 PM): bullshit
MethodDan6 (11:17:46 PM): It does. People are
violent by nature, if they don't have anything
important to fight over they'll make something up.
LBSD 01 (11:17:53 PM): entropy is a concept
conceived by people too lazy and unimaginative
to change the world
MethodDan6 (11:18:54 PM): Fuck you. It's not a
concept invented by people, it's a universal
phenomenon, like a dead body rotting or a rock
being eroded by the elements.
LBSD 01 (11:19:42 PM): bullshit.....I have never
done a violent thing in my life.....
MethodDan6 (11:21:00 PM): That's because you've
been trained not to. I'm the same, I've been trained
from a very young age to contain my violent urges,
it's prevented me from defending myself on many
occasions.
LBSD 01 (11:21:41 PM): well, sorry, i dont have
any violent urges!
MethodDan6 (11:22:02 PM): To this day I can only
hit a person with the serious intention to harm them if
I feel genuinely threatened.
MethodDan6 (11:22:32 PM): That's just strange.
Don't you EVER want to harm a person? Seldom
does a week go by that I don't feel like kicking
someone in the face.
LBSD 01 (11:22:46 PM): and i think its a universal
phenomonen because that is what they have
been taught, reguardless of where they are
LBSD 01 (11:22:55 PM): never
LBSD 01 (11:22:58 PM): never
LBSD 01 (11:23:00 PM): never
LBSD 01 (11:23:03 PM): not ever
MethodDan6 (11:23:22 PM): Psh, that's believable.
When you repeat yourself like that it's hard to
believe.
MethodDan6 (11:23:38 PM): So what's your fucking
point anyway?
LBSD 01 (11:23:54 PM): ok, whatever, but it is
nevertheless the truth
MethodDan6 (11:24:02 PM): No it isn't.
LBSD 01 (11:24:11 PM): yes it is
LBSD 01 (11:24:38 PM): and you saying it isnt
doesnt change it
LBSD 01 (11:25:23 PM): muy point is, that feelings
of agression come about because of things we
tell ourselves are true, and they are lies
MethodDan6 (11:25:36 PM): Fuck you. I'm losing
patience with your shit. Who the fuck are you? I
want a name, a location, and how you're connected
to me.
LBSD 01 (11:26:56 PM): or what?
LBSD 01 (11:27:04 PM): i am so scared
MethodDan6 (11:27:16 PM): Or I'll ignore you or
something. I don't need your sarcasm, either.
LBSD 01 (11:27:23 PM): sorry
LBSD 01 (11:27:56 PM): but you r demands are
kinda funny
LBSD 01 (11:28:03 PM): sheeesh
MethodDan6 (11:28:19 PM): Not really, I want to
know who the fuck I'm talking to.
LBSD 01 (11:28:25 PM): why?
MethodDan6 (11:28:45 PM): Because I'm curious,
who told you to bother me in the first place?
LBSD 01 (11:28:49 PM): Hey! I'm an angel!
LBSD 01 (11:29:00 PM): Sent from God!\
MethodDan6 (11:29:04 PM): What the fuck do you
mean, an angel?
LBSD 01 (11:29:28 PM): to help you find peace!
MethodDan6 (11:29:38 PM): Surely you're kidding.
LBSD 01 (11:30:12 PM): wouldnt you like to be
happy? Just for a few days maybe?????????
MethodDan6 (11:30:35 PM): For a few days would
suck, after that I'd spend the rest of my life vainly
trying to get back there.
If you want to help me find peace, grant me better
chops and a kickass girlfriend.
LBSD 01 (11:30:53 PM): wrong place, pal
LBSD 01 (11:31:34 PM): (anyway, you'll find no
kickass girlfriend with your lousy attitude)
MethodDan6 (11:31:46 PM): what do you mean,
wrong place? If you're a fuckin angel that shouldn't
be too hard to grant me. It's not like I'm asking to
rule the world or anything. In fact, I'll find a girlfriend
myself, just make me a good musician.
MethodDan6 (11:32:01 PM): Like hell, I know like
half a dozen chicks who would happily jump my
bones given the chance.
LBSD 01 (11:32:50 PM): jumpin your bones dont
mean much buddy, you can probably find a
thousand who would do it
LBSD 01 (11:32:58 PM): still wouldnt be happy
MethodDan6 (11:33:25 PM): In fact, the only reasons
why I don't have a girlfriend is cos I don't want to
deal with her psycho mum and I don't want to be
committed to someone who may never put out. I
feel like an asshole for placing importance on it, but
I'm a young guy, I need ass.
Fuck you, I've only found a few who would, and it
would make me a little happier just to get some.
LBSD 01 (11:34:36 PM): i mean wrong place, cuz
your music comes from INSIDE, and no one
else can give it to you, you already have it, just
havenet found it yet
MethodDan6 (11:34:48 PM): I know that, I was
talking about technical chops.
LBSD 01 (11:34:59 PM): same thing
MethodDan6 (11:35:02 PM): Not true.
LBSD 01 (11:35:08 PM): ttrue
MethodDan6 (11:35:18 PM): There's a difference
between creating good music and having chops.
LBSD 01 (11:35:23 PM): practice and soul
MethodDan6 (11:35:46 PM): Exactly, one comes
from just spending a lot of time practicing or having
innate talent, one comes from inside.
LBSD 01 (11:36:28 PM): right, so no one else can
give it to you, not even an angel!
LBSD 01 (11:36:49 PM): everything you need is
inside you already
LBSD 01 (11:36:57 PM): you just dont know it yet
LBSD 01 (11:37:06 PM): everything
MethodDan6 (11:37:12 PM): No, I just meant the
technical musicianship, not the artistry.
LBSD 01 (11:37:22 PM): practice
LBSD 01 (11:37:29 PM): and study the masters
MethodDan6 (11:37:45 PM): Fuck that, the point is
to save me the time and work of all that practice and
reading and shit.
LBSD 01 (11:39:10 PM): ah,, but why would you
want to do that? dont you know that the joy is
always in the journey? Never is the pleasure in
having reached the goal! Its gettin there !
MethodDan6 (11:40:29 PM): Don't tell me what to
think, you fucking punkass.
LBSD 01 (11:40:55 PM): ok,
LBSD 01 (11:41:11 PM): I've got to go now
LBSD 01 (11:41:27 PM): Im sure youre glad to
hear
MethodDan6 (11:41:31 PM): The point isn't enjoying
the learning, I just want to be better at playing my
bass.
MethodDan6 (11:41:35 PM): Fine, whatever.
LBSD 01 (11:42:07 PM): you will be better, when
you learn to love the process of learning
LBSD 01 (11:42:25 PM): that is the purpose of
music
MethodDan6 (11:42:33 PM): Oh, fuck up.
LBSD 01 (11:42:36 PM): goodnight dan
MethodDan6 (11:42:41 PM): So long.
LBSD 01 (11:42:43 PM): blessings ot your
MethodDan6 (11:42:45 PM): *waves middle finger*
LBSD 01 (11:42:48 PM): to you
LBSD 01 (11:42:55 PM): love
MethodDan6 (11:43:52 PM): whatever.
LBSD 01 (11:44:18 PM): goodnight danny
LBSD 01 (11:44:33 PM): have a wonderful day
tomorrow
MethodDan6 (11:44:51 PM): fine, go away.
LBSD 01 signed off at 11:57:52 PM.
LBSD 01 signed off at 12:29:47 AM.