LBSD 01 (9:29:42 PM): so babe, how the hellru?
MethodDan6 (10:12:40 PM): umm, who are you?
LBSD 01 (10:13:05 PM): ooooooo wouldnt yhou like to know, babe
MethodDan6 (10:13:24 PM): Yes, I would. I haven't got time for this, identify yourself if you want to talk to me.
LBSD 01 (10:15:48 PM): oooooo arent we special
LBSD 01 (10:16:11 PM): forget about it , if you dont wanna talk, i can live with it,
MethodDan6 (10:16:22 PM): I might want to, depending on who you are.
LBSD 01 (10:16:43 PM): i heard yuou are a really arraogant bastard, but maybe have some musical talent
MethodDan6 (10:17:09 PM): Pretty much.
MethodDan6 (10:18:03 PM): Who told you?
LBSD 01 (10:18:37 PM): never mind
MethodDan6 (10:18:47 PM): Whatever.
LBSD 01 (10:18:49 PM): is it true?
MethodDan6 (10:18:57 PM): Pretty much, yeah.
LBSD 01 (10:19:52 PM): that you are a bastard?
MethodDan6 (10:20:20 PM): Yup. I'm a misanthrope, so I'm generally rather bastardish.
LBSD 01 (10:21:40 PM): ooooo, big words......
LBSD 01 (10:21:49 PM): *goes to look it up*
LBSD 01 (11:04:04 PM): are you still there?
MethodDan6 (11:04:15 PM): i guess so
LBSD 01 (11:04:42 PM): sorry, forgot, talkin to three others
MethodDan6 (11:04:53 PM): thass okay.
LBSD 01 (11:04:56 PM): ok so remember what misanthrope means
MethodDan6 (11:05:02 PM): Yeah.
LBSD 01 (11:05:04 PM): whats your point dear?
MethodDan6 (11:05:20 PM): you asked if I was in fact, an asshole, and I said yes.
LBSD 01 (11:06:59 PM): so why does one take pride in such a label?
MethodDan6 (11:07:58 PM): because it generally takes some amount of intellectual capacity to realize the myriad shortcomings of humanity, and that they're under no obligation to forgive them.
LBSD 01 (11:09:12 PM): why are they under no obligbation t oforgive them?
MethodDan6 (11:09:57 PM): Because they simply don't have to, especially if they don't expect anyone to return the favor.
LBSD 01 (11:17:48 PM): so do you think that you have something to contribute while you are here on earth?
MethodDan6 (11:18:25 PM): Not much of value, maybe some amusing rants, some catchy songs.
LBSD 01 (11:22:06 PM): so very sad that you have such a low opinion of you r contribution
MethodDan6 (11:22:35 PM): Psh, I contribute more than most people, most people are basically useless.
LBSD 01 (11:23:40 PM): ahhhh ,,,,why do you see them as useless?
MethodDan6 (11:24:24 PM): Because they are. Mind you, I'm super-egocentric, so I rarely care about things that don't directly pertain to myself.
LBSD 01 (11:27:31 PM): so tell me, would you consider yourself a happy person?
MethodDan6 (11:27:56 PM): No. I've been worse, but I'm generally malcontent.
LBSD 01 (11:29:04 PM): all right then;would you entertain the idea that perhaps it would be more preferable to feel happier about being alive?
MethodDan6 (11:29:47 PM): No. I'd like to just float along being perfectly happy, but I don't work that way. I can't just be happy.
LBSD 01 (11:31:08 PM): ok so I submit the idea that you have made a decision that you can't be happy,and that is exactly why you are not
MethodDan6 (11:31:23 PM): I can, I just don't have what I need to be happy.
LBSD 01 (11:32:43 PM): and what would that be?
MethodDan6 (11:33:53 PM): My own life, freedom from worries about money and other people restricting me... off hand.
LBSD 01 (11:36:01 PM): you will never have those things .....never
LBSD 01 (11:36:25 PM): happiness has nothin whatsoever to do with whats hap-pening in your life
LBSD 01 (11:36:28 PM): nothing
LBSD 01 (11:36:33 PM): it is all from inside
MethodDan6 (11:36:51 PM): Well, I rest my case. The world is too harsh a place for someone like me.

Yeah, and i can't be happy inside if shit outside is rubbing me the wrong way.
LBSD 01 (11:37:34 PM): wrong!
LBSD 01 (11:37:51 PM): your happiness i s always your own decision
LBSD 01 (11:38:04 PM): it has nothing to do with the shit outside
MethodDan6 (11:38:26 PM): Yes it does. When nothing is bothering me outside, I feel fine inside. But I'm sensitive and easily ruffled.
LBSD 01 (11:38:39 PM): and until you undrstand that concept, the shit will keep coming to try to teach you that truth
MethodDan6 (11:39:22 PM): Who the fuck are you anyway, giving me mediocre psychobabble advice on how to be happy?
LBSD 01 (11:39:34 PM): every rotten thing that happens to you is a gift from the universe,has come to you explicitly to help you learn something important about yourself
LBSD 01 (11:39:54 PM): to help you grasp how magnificent you are
MethodDan6 (11:40:19 PM): riiight. but nothing that rotten happens to me often, life is just a pain in the ass. Having to work or go to school, deal with other people (which is not exactly my forte)...
LBSD 01 (11:41:58 PM): methinks you never learned to love that little boy inside you,
LBSD 01 (11:42:18 PM): that little boy who wants to be love just for who he is
LBSD 01 (11:42:33 PM): exactly who he is\
MethodDan6 (11:42:59 PM): I know about him, I just always tell the optimistic little prick to shut up.
MethodDan6 (11:43:17 PM): I know one of the only things I really want is to be loved THE WAY I AM, but that's unrealistic.
LBSD 01 (11:44:32 PM): unrealistic ? why?
MethodDan6 (11:45:47 PM): Because people are also selfish bastards, and shallow, so they won't like me for my dry wit or clever insights.
LBSD 01 (11:47:13 PM): so you have decided they are selfish bastards and shallow, and wont like you
MethodDan6 (11:48:19 PM): Yeah, because I'm not good looking or anything, I'm generally not very charming. So I've given up on people in general, and concentrate on my people, the ones who understand me better.
LBSD 01 (11:49:33 PM): so when yo say you are not very charming, where did you get that conclusion from?
MethodDan6 (11:50:35 PM): I've figured that out myself. I'm not perky or cheerful or anything, I'm gloomy and sharp tongued and negative and depressed.
LBSD 01 (11:52:38 PM): well then did you ever occur to you that you have made a choice not be perkey or cheerful, to be gloomy and sharp tongued and negative and depressed???!!@
LBSD 01 (11:52:54 PM): you bring to your life the energy you put into it.
MethodDan6 (11:52:56 PM): Nope. Why the fuck would I choose this?
LBSD 01 (11:53:28 PM): this is a question you should ask yourself, not me
MethodDan6 (11:53:57 PM): You're the one suggesting I choose this, so tell me why you think I would do that.
MethodDan6 (11:54:53 PM): And by the way, who the fuck are you to give me advice? Did I ask for it? You don't know me at all, so don't tell me it's my own fault.
LBSD 01 (11:55:32 PM): calm down, darlin
LBSD 01 (11:55:39 PM): this is never about fault
LBSD 01 (11:55:47 PM): or blame
LBSD 01 (11:55:50 PM): ever
LBSD 01 (11:56:01 PM): its all about empowerment
MethodDan6 (11:56:03 PM): Well, listen, you're giving me a rash of shit and you never told me who the fuck you are or how the fuck you know me.
LBSD 01 (11:56:25 PM): i guess you're gettin mad at me now
MethodDan6 (11:56:39 PM): Just a little. Why the fuck won't you tell me who you are?
LBSD 01 (11:57:19 PM): cuz i guess i dont really think it matters who i am?
LBSD 01 (11:57:33 PM): and i think it might influence what i have it say
LBSD 01 (11:57:36 PM): if you did
LBSD 01 (11:57:45 PM): i mean how you take it
LBSD 01 (11:58:03 PM): i am just someone who cares about you
LBSD 01 (11:58:22 PM): and wants yo to find peace and contentment\
MethodDan6 (11:58:35 PM): Well, if you can't be bothered to clue me in, why should I give a fuck what you think? You're just some random motherfucker who IMed me out of nowhere. Why do you give a fuck about me, personally?
LBSD 01 (11:58:46 PM): and come to realize how joyful life can be
MethodDan6 (11:58:54 PM): Unless you give me a good reason why I should, I couldn't care less about you.
LBSD 01 (11:59:19 PM): should what?
MethodDan6 (11:59:38 PM): Should give a fuck about you.
MethodDan6 (12:00:14 AM): I don't know who you are at all, so your life means nothing to me until you convince me that you're someone I care about.
LBSD 01 (12:00:21 AM): oh, well i didnt ask you to care about me, i just want you to care about you
MethodDan6 (12:00:33 AM): I care about me more than almost any motherfucker in the world.
LBSD 01 (12:00:54 AM): no way, dont believe it
MethodDan6 (12:01:03 AM): Believe what?
LBSD 01 (12:01:26 AM): dont believe you give a rip about yourself
LBSD 01 (12:01:41 AM): havent the vaguest idea how wonderful you are
LBSD 01 (12:02:09 AM): you knew when you were a little boy, but you have totally forgotten
MethodDan6 (12:02:35 AM): Well listen motherfucker, I admit I don't like myself much, but I like myself better than most other people, about %98 of the world's populous is totally useless to me, they can all get fucked.
MethodDan6 (12:02:48 AM): I haven't forgotten, i've been clued in to what a stupid kid I was.
MethodDan6 (12:03:17 AM): I hate kids with a passion, especially stupid, sheltered, spoiled, middle-class white American children.
LBSD 01 (12:03:31 AM): by who?
MethodDan6 (12:03:41 AM): By life in general.
MethodDan6 (12:04:01 AM): Just surviving in this world can humble you a bit.
LBSD 01 (12:05:54 AM): what is about those kids that makes you say they are stupid?
MethodDan6 (12:07:38 AM): They're fucking idiots! They don't know their ass from their elbow, especially since this society's love affair with "the children" has largely eliminated the concept of responsible parenting. Americans refuse to accept natural selection, not to mention the concept that their offspring may be anything but perfect.
MethodDan6 (12:08:01 AM): Hence the lowering of school grading standards so no one has low self esteem from getting a bad grade.
MethodDan6 (12:08:12 AM): For more evidence, check out bitch.shutdown.com .
MethodDan6 (12:08:34 AM): While Ms. Bitch is often a little too harsh for me, she generally says what I think, and better.
LBSD 01 (12:08:50 AM): so this is the kids' fault?
MethodDan6 (12:09:25 AM): And their idiot parents fault. Most people shouldn't be allowed to breed, and honestly, I doubt I should either. If I had a kid I'd abuse the hell out of it.
MethodDan6 (12:10:35 AM): While I realize kids have an excuse for being profoundly stupid, I feel no need to cut them any slack. To quote a certain retard, stupid is as stupid does. If you act like an idiot, as far as I'm concerned you're an idiot.
LBSD 01 (12:11:07 AM): define acting like an idiot
MethodDan6 (12:12:04 AM): Doing or saying things that don't make sense, are lacking in logic or common sense, or simply sound stupid or ineffective.
MethodDan6 (12:12:45 AM): Also, demonstrating a lack of knowledge about the way the world works, or anything else the idiot may be talking about.
LBSD 01 (12:14:10 AM): why would you choose to let someone else's ignorance affect you this way?
LBSD 01 (12:14:28 AM): it has nothing to do with you
MethodDan6 (12:14:29 AM): Because I'm expected to put up with other people's idiocy.
LBSD 01 (12:14:42 AM): expected? by whom?
MethodDan6 (12:14:57 AM): It's not socially acceptable, as a rule, to shout, "Stop wasting oxygen, you blithering imbecile!"
LBSD 01 (12:16:28 AM): i used to be angry like you
MethodDan6 (12:16:33 AM): Society expects that. In this day and age of political correctness and affirmative action, you can't just dismiss someone as an idiot and ignore everything they have to say. For one thing, they usually don't realize how utterly stupid and useless they are, so if you ignore them they're likely to raise their voices and/or become violent, violence typically being the recourse of someone too dumb to deal with things otherwise.
MethodDan6 (12:17:09 AM): As well you should. The world isn't as nice as they'd have little kids believe, and unless you've always known it was fucked up, you've got good reason to be angry.
LBSD 01 (12:18:31 AM): sorry, dont agree, my anger only made my miserable all the time. oh i know what you are saying is logical and sensible and feels good to spew, in the short term, but it does not work
LBSD 01 (12:18:47 AM): does simple not make life work
MethodDan6 (12:19:30 AM): Buddy, pessimists are never disappointed, they always see it coming when another one of life's fists catches them square on the nose.
LBSD 01 (12:19:58 AM): I
MethodDan6 (12:20:01 AM): To quote Mel Brooks, "Hope for the best, expect the worst, life is a play, and we're unrehearsed."
LBSD 01 (12:20:05 AM): know what you are saying
LBSD 01 (12:20:12 AM): used to say it myself
LBSD 01 (12:21:01 AM): and i submit what i discovered was when i expected the worst, that is exactly what i got
LBSD 01 (12:21:04 AM): every time
LBSD 01 (12:21:20 AM): that is the negative energy i brought to my life
MethodDan6 (12:21:26 AM): Are you suggesting that your mind effects the outside world?
LBSD 01 (12:22:09 AM): pessimists are always dissappointed, dissappointed withe life in general, because that is the life they create
MethodDan6 (12:22:52 AM): that's irrational new age bullshit. Your mindset only effects how you see things. Whether you see it as an opportunity, a setback, or a disaster, it is what it is.
MethodDan6 (12:23:33 AM): You may force yourself to be positive and see it in a positive way, that's just your perspective, you can't change how things go simply by thinking positively.
LBSD 01 (12:24:06 AM): bullshit back at ya
MethodDan6 (12:24:24 AM): Nuh uh. I'm right.
LBSD 01 (12:24:27 AM): i know cuzj ive been wher you are, and what you are doin aint workin, you are miserable
LBSD 01 (12:24:37 AM): and i am not, no t anymore
LBSD 01 (12:24:50 AM): it works, periiod
MethodDan6 (12:24:57 AM): Listen motherfucker, who the fuck do you think you are? What makes you think you know anything about me?
MethodDan6 (12:25:16 AM): How did you get my SN, anyway?
LBSD 01 (12:25:45 AM): oh, oh gettin mad again
MethodDan6 (12:27:02 AM): Yeah. I'm getting tired of you insinuating that i'm miserable because I want to be, that it's my fault, when you don't know shit about me, and you refuse to tell me anything about yourself to give me any reason to respect you more than a housefly.
MethodDan6 (12:27:49 AM): In fact, until you convince me that you deserve my respect, you can go step in front of a bus for all I care.
LBSD 01 (12:28:04 AM): like i said before, its never about blame,
LBSD 01 (12:28:29 AM): not blaming ourselves, not blaming others
LBSD 01 (12:28:31 AM): ever
LBSD 01 (12:29:51 AM): its just about accepting the power we have to affect our lives, and believeing that every single thing that happens is ok, because we learn from it
MethodDan6 (12:30:08 AM): I know that's your story and you're sticking to it, but you're insinuating that i'd be fine if I had a better attitude. There's nothing wrong with my attitude, I have a relatively realistic attitude.
LBSD 01 (12:30:56 AM): ahh,, realism.........
MethodDan6 (12:31:02 AM): For one thing, I've come to accept that for the time being, I have little power over my life. Some motherfucker or other has always been there to control my behavior, what I do with my life.
LBSD 01 (12:31:48 AM): well then there you go..... thats exactly what are receiving, isn't it?
MethodDan6 (12:32:44 AM): What the fuck...?
LBSD 01 (12:32:57 AM): gotta go now, hope to talk to you again.
MethodDan6 (12:33:03 AM): okay, later...
MethodDan6 (12:33:09 AM): you fucking wannabe therapist.
LBSD 01 (12:33:11 AM): gettin too late, best wsishes to ya, really,
LBSD 01 (12:33:18 AM): goodnitht dear friend
MethodDan6 (12:33:24 AM): Who the fuck do you think you are?
MethodDan6 (12:33:26 AM): You're not my friend.
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