bornº
meghan rené
july 26th 1981
leo through and through
current lifeº
as of late ive completly
lost all creativity,
having the most tremendouse
block of all. i am currently
living alone,
in my house, which i
bought the end of
november. its beautiful,
big and spaciouse
i need more furniature
but that will come in time.
i wish i wasnt living alone.
i dont see that much of my two
best friends..
well more of kelsey than of ross,
though we do spend a good
deal of time together, i need a job
my life is boring and meaningless
i hate it.
and im lonely.
apirationsº
artist and author... writing,
drawing, photography, and
sculpting are just a few of
my many habbits,i do whatever
feels right at the moment, i am
mearly a means to express myself,
but it gets so hard to put it all
down on papper im still waiting
for someone to come up with
something to record thought...
wich would be (to me) the worlds
greatest invention. publishing
anything i do would be my greatist
goal, for imput from the general
community and the world in
general is something that i
greatly desire reviews and
critiques are some of my most
enjoyed and reviered activities.
i someday would like to be
something i am probably not,
but will strive for it
as much as i can...
schoolº
i am currently not
attending school
i have droped out
once again. i just
cant hack it.
in fact i just
plain hate it
and dont really plan
on going back
no more school
for me. ill teach
myself.i had a job and
i quit, they where complete
asholes to me.
going to get another.
my self in generalº
i am very stubborn,
selfish, childish, boring,
and a lot of other
terrible things, i try
on the other hand to be
whatever i please to be,
i am a hypocrite, but isnt
every one? after all
you are what you hate.
knowledge is my most
sought after feature, i
long to know everything
i am always right, no
matter if im wrong.
i love all of the arts,
as you have probably guessed.
im trying very hard to
describe myself,
though i find this a fleating
task, how can one
describe themself when
they haven't quite found
out what exactly they are.
i know what i like and
what i dislike, but i know
nothing of what i want to
do with myself, or my life
as of right now i am just going to be
me, and hopefully let a little
of that poor out through this page.
likes| hardly anything. sex maybe, cigarettes,
(only camel wides. (sometimes lucky strike non filters
caffine, coffee, computers, web designe, drawing,
art of all kinds really, photography,
computer manipulation, money, fashion,
intelligance, boys, (only cute smart ones)
william s burroughs, my car, a person,
angelina jolie, her brother, (ooo sexy)
pop muzic (said with heavy british accent)
metal,(ie: steal, iron, ect)
black, red, blue, and mixtures of previouse,
grrl bands (ie: L7, seven year bitch, belly, the murmers)
chococat, hello kitty, badtz-maru, cans of air,
road rage, pepsi, japanese home decore,
modern contemporary furniature, small things,
nick nacs, rhinstones, being moody, mods,
geek boys, fags, bewitched, i love lucy,
lavern and shirly, classic tv, other things.
good, rich food,
sex, drugs and rock'n'roll. yea uh hu
dislikes| mostly everything, ignorance,
stupid people, alterna-teens, kinderbats,
nasty ass sluts,
people who forgot to look in the mirror befor
they left the house, and/or those who dress in
the dark, not being payed attention to,
being ignored, (reduntant much?) boy bands,
country western, dirt-merchants, trend-whores,
homophobics, democrats, republicans, politics,
religion (not just christian based religion, all formes
of worshiping, gathering, praying, beliving,
religion), god, jesus, the holy mother, people
who push their religion onto you,
satanists, wiccans, christians, (and so on),
cheesy gothic poetry,
south park, south park fans, people who dont
know how to write html, but put up pages anyhow,
myself, role players, alcohol, people who cant drive
(ie ppl who piss me off while im driving) the blue
screen of death, bad hair, people who dye their hair,
but dont know what they are doing, burger king,
mcdonalds, taco bell, bland ppl/place/things/food
blandness in general, people who give me no respect,
befor i have the chance to not give them any/or to give them some, my elders,
or those who treat me as such,
being called ma'am im only flipping 19,
large crouds, confined spaces,
people who invade my three feet of personal space.
in love| yea.
relationship| no.
want one| no.
good friends| 2
aquaintances| tons.
hopes| to be anything beside a jerk off.
dreams| to be skinny and cute and have all the boys like me (not really but ok)
fav. book| tie between, junkie: burroughs, and exquisit corpse: brite
fav. movie| tie between so many i cant even begin to
list in order or favoriteness,
but a few to ge the idea:
pump up the volume, edward scissor hands,
beetlejuice, boys on the side, tron, gia,
fox fire, breakfast club, metropolis, the shining,
full metal jacket, blue velvet, cube,
resevor dogs, natural born killers, trainspotting,
and on and on....
fav. band| way to many to list, way way to many,
but i like, 80's, old goth, industrial, new wave,
indie, brit pop, some tekkno, chick rock,
and random other things....
fav. song| easy, leanord cohen, everybody knows
fav. colour| black.
fav. thing| cigarettes.
fav. emotion| love
life| sucks.
final noteº
i really have no idea what to say about myself being the
type of person to ask rather than reply, so if you want
to know more... ask¿
a self portrait ¤
me and him
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just myself
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