This might look like a new 'chapter' but it's really not. Although it was going to be. Like I said, something happened. The past week has been a roller coaster, the kind no one likes --least of all me-- and I was going to make a clean break, start fresh and all that. But apparently things are more complicated than I thought. So. Whatever. Mostly I'm just trying not to think too much because I'll only get angry. Not that it matters. 

I'm having surgery tomorrow.